I AM PROVIDENCE.

ㅤ ㅤ The steaming mug was right in front of her, both hands wrapped around it with a supposedly cozy attitude, letting the pleasant heat warm her palms. Crimson eyes watched the liquid with little interest, it was evident her mind was in another time, another place. A long sip preceded her speech, brief so as not to sound like a tormented soul, it would be a fatal blow on her self-esteem. ❝ Those kids had no choice, growing up to serve the vested interests of a village. ❞ Kusagakure or Konohagakure, the location didn't matter in the end, they all had one goal in mind only. Extracting as much as possible from those ranks of still-so-innocent children, impressing upon them a sense of duty from day one. Dying for the village was more than an honorable act — it was an obligation to sacrifice their own lives, and even their companions' or innocent people, for the greater good. ❝ I don’t know about you, but I don’t miss those days at all. ❞ Since her sacrifice left permanent marks, not just the countless bite scars all over her body, but the submission imposed on her as the only way to survive. Worst of all, it was just the beginning, as she was always seen as a tool above everything else.

The world’s gonna know your name / There’s a million things I haven’t done / You gotta fend for yourself / You could never back down. You never learned to take your time / I may have punched him. It’s a blur / He looked at me like I was stupid. I’m not stupid / We’re worth more than anyone bargained for / Talk less. Smile more / Fools who run their mouths off wind up dead / If you stand for nothing, what’ll you fall for? / I am not throwing away my shot / I’m young, scrappy, and hungry / I probably shouldn’t brag, but dang, I amaze and astonish / The problem is I got a lot of brains, but no polish / Don’t be shocked when your history book mentions me / I will lay down my life if it sets us free / You and I, do or die / Sometimes I get over excited, shoot off at the mouth / They’ll tell the story of tonight / Raise a glass to freedom, something they can never take away / You want a revolution? I want a revelation / Look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now / Chaos and bloodshed are not a solution / I’d rather be divisive than indecisive / I will send a fully armed battalion to remind you of my love / I will fight the fight and win the war / Any hope of success is fleeting / Dying is easy. Living is harder / I have never been the type to try and grab the spotlight / Then you walked in and my heart went “Boom!” / I remember that night, I just might regret that night for the rest of my days / I have never been satisfied / Love doesn’t discriminate between the sinners and the saints / When they died they left no instructions, just a legacy to protect / Death doesn’t discriminate between the sinners and the saints / I am the one thing in life I can control / I am not standing still, I am lying in wait / Stay alive ‘til this horror show is past / We have a war to fight, let’s move along / My name’s been through a lot, I can take it / I am more than willing to die / Just stay alive, that would be enough / I made every mistake / I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory / The world turned upside down / It’s much harder when it’s all your call / Domestic life was never quite my style / Keep on fighting in the meantime / I’ve seen injustice in the world and I’ve corrected it / Now what I’m going to say may sound indelicate / I hadn’t slept in a week / Show me how to say no to this / Do we not fight for freedom? / You don’t even know what you’re asking me to confess / I looked up and the town had its eyes on me / I wrote my way out of hell / I will choose his happiness over mine every time / I knew you were mine. You said you were mine. I thought were mine / Be careful with that one, love, he will do what it takes to survive / The world has no right to my heart / I hope that you burn / I can’t have that, I’m making my father proud / Mom, I’m so sorry for forgetting what you taught me / There is suffering too terrible to name / And I pray… That never used to happen before / There is a grace too powerful to name / But I won’t apologize for doing what’s right / I’m running out of time. I’m running, and my time’s up / You have no control who lives, who dies, who tells your story

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. You have an ideal clearly in your mind. For you, relationships are nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. You don’t take anything lightly. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you’re in. You don’t want to have or be anyone’s second choice. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. You don’t want to give your all until you’re entirely sure. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP.

ㅤ ㅤ ❝ Naive. Too good for this world, if you prefer. Always thinking of others before herself. She thought of me, she wanted to do the best for her little daughter, but the desire to help everyone ended up fucking things up. I miss her so much, I wish I could have spent more time with her, lighten her load somehow. Even though she wasn't perfect, she is still the best person I have ever met, and she didn't deserve everything that happened to her. I know she wouldn't be proud of me, but I'm proud of her in a way. ❞