holes are better when stretched to their limits

But good god I need my ass raped. Bad. Like I need a huge cock or strap forced up my ass and I need it to hurt like hell and I need to be crying and groaning in pain as it rails me and as the person at the other end of it is moaning at the feeling of my asshole stretching

Me and my partner are both trans men. At this exact moment in time we’ve both had top surgery and he’s pretty much stopping his transition there, just taking T every week (although he’s decreased his dose significantly because he’s the kind of person where he doesn’t want to look TOO masc)

And my transition is far from over. I have no idea how I’m gonna afford it honestly but I am absolutely getting full Monty phalloplasty (vnec, scrotoplasty, erectile pump, etc) even if it takes me 10 years to afford

I’m a big sturdy fat guy and I’m working out to get even bigger and more buff and I’m considering getting into competitive weightlifting

He’s working out to get skinny and delicate

I go out in public very masc, in huge heavy boots and band tees and flannels and expensive cologne

He’s on my side in dangly earrings and eyeliner and perfume

And it’s like. I really love being a masc with a beautiful femme on my side. One of the most delightful parts of being alive

But also. We are both men, point blank, despite our differences in appearance and transition goals. I’m not personally into misgendering or detrans (but yall that are are sexy asf) so the kink isn’t just as simple as detrans

But like. He’s so beautiful. His pussy is so wet and tight and pretty and he shaves his hair down there into a little heart shape for me. He has an empty womb and when I’m on top of him he looks up at me so pretty and spreads his legs so that I can be inside of him. I get to penetrate him. Right this second it’s just my fingers or my tongue, but I’m getting the chance to be able to put my cock inside him.

And it’s like. I feel superior over being the one to penetrate him. Knowing that my reproductive parts are a useless clump of flesh that will be removed, and his are fertile and ready to be used. I feel superior knowing that I penetrate him, that he wraps around me, that I use the inside of him for my pleasure. I feel superior knowing that despite us having a physically similar body, I’m the strong one, the one that fucks him, and the one who gets to do whatever I want to his holes. I feel superior knowing that his pussy is mine to use, and it’s waiting for my cock