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this is my vent blog and if i’m honest im probably going to forget to use it, sorry about that

i’ll try to properly tag the posts here with tw’s but sometimes i don’t know what to tag for, if you see a post that’s missing a trigger tag for something, feel free to let me know

my main that is depressing but mostly silly: @st4rboyloser

i probably won’t respond to many comments on my posts here, sorry, i just don’t always know how to reply

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the unable to eat anything curse is back and it sucks because the last few days ive actually been hungry

#i hate i hate #it comes back every like couple months #i cant eat more than like a few bites of literally anything #it makes me feel more sick than usual and anxious and bleh #can i please just be normal about food i hate this

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sometimes i get mad at my mother and grandma i know not all of it is their fault but they could have stopped it

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i also like that like they don’t seem to think they ever do anything wrong that’s so funny to me

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sometimes i think like hey ! i should tell at least my mom about how horrible im doing but then i remember the one time i tried and she laughed at me and suddenly i never want to tell her anything ever again

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i’m just tired of everything i think

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how am i going to suck as all the things i am to people dude what is there like not one single thing i can do right

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genuinely so sick of myself haha someone kill me please i’m like genuinely dude i do not want to be alive i really legitimately would like to fucking go now please and thank you

st4rboyloser

i got yelled at for a tone i didn’t even know i was having and then yelled at again for trying to explain ! in the middle of a restaurant !

i really seriously promise i am so so replaceable

#there is nothing. special about me #you can find the same things in so many others #and others deserved to be loved and cared for way more than me #just replace me forget about me let me go please it would be better for everyone

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when is the ‘reckless with my life’ shit going to work when is it finally going to kill me

this stuff kinda burns but after a little it’s kinda pleasant actually

#some kinda whiskey idk wht it is #it’s not the yummiest but that’s oksay #if i just drink like a little bit at a time no one’s gonna catch me #this is the first time i’ve done this with my family still at home huh and on a school night too #snyway i won’t drink too much #tw alcohol

hey i could be drinking right now

#i should while i have the chance

what if i did more

#i think i forget sometimes that i have access to so much #i could do so much #it’s really tempting to try it out

i think im just not going to eat again

#it’s fine i ate yesterday i dont need to today

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every time someone jokingly says theyre going to kill me i have to hold back from saying “please do” and desperately begging them to get it over with

#instead i just go “what ! no !”#because the other option isn’t typically something that you can just say without at least one person becoming slightly concerned #and you know. it’s kinda my whole thing to not want to concern people #i just don’t want to stay alive #tw death

i think there’s just something wrong about me

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