anyone wanna go get a slushie

got really paranoid today and hid in a tree for half an hour if anyone's been wondering how I'm doing

youre letting your reality theory bleed into your analysis theory

my spiritual wellbeing is being a little unwell being right now....shes scurrying and hiding from me too

day after i leave town and all my books are ready to pick up at the library. and im missing biking down the torn up road by the trax to retrieve them my bike lock rumbling around in the basket while i sweat and the wind cools me. im feeling kind of lonely in this different big city in a complex way i won't be getting into here. tmrw i'll make lentil soup, whatever. tmrw i'll open my notebook and maybe the air quality will be better and maybe i'll see birds, dancing in gray july heat gosh i hope. i'll work on my tech to-dos and will someone recommend some video editing app or something that's free where you can cut and edit clips together? thx xoxo hope everyone's well fed and not panic stricken today