Roaring Like A Pack Of Wolves

Anybody else get post-sex nausea? No? Ok

Its a weird thing when someone is one of your two favorite people, but you are one of their forty favorite people.

Fucking tired of one way friendships.

I want a cigarette. And to have conversations I shouldn't. And to watch porn with Chris. And a cigarette.

Really genuinely scared that because my two best friends are moving in together, I'm gonna be phased out. Womp.

When you tell someone you love them and they say "Thanks"....

Trust, it is never a hyperbole if I say "I'm about to have a panic attack." It's a warning, not an exaggeration.

Have absolutely no residual feelings for my ex, but still get that twinge in my heart when I see pictures of his new partner wearing clothes that I either bought for him, or have worn myself for years.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck. I hate everything and everyone. Except Chris. He can stay. He's warm.

I was so anxious while cooking that I accidentally cut my thumb. Ow.

Sometimes it feels like "If you see me less, I'm doing more." Other times it feels like "I'm staying busy to distract myself from how lonely I am."

MINE MINE MINE.