fun-hating communist, she/her, 20

i need to feel the rush of convincing a girl to ask her boyfriend if they can do an open relationship again i fucking need it let me liberate you non-violently pleaseeee

ALRIGHT. we're back. we're posting good again. not feeling like shit. we've earned tumblr friend privileges again. that being said we're leaving again to go masturbate. writing the last post made us horny and trying to find a fitting "anime girl cumming under her desk hands free at work gif" to go with it (which we ultimately decided against) probably also had an effect

my friends asked me to tell them about the MKUltra experiments and they asked me questions and i had answers and after 30 minutes i told them we could switch the topic if they wanted to stop but they said i was such a good storyteller and asked me more questions and by the end i had brought them through shock and hopelessness and finally optimism and ooooooh fuckkk oh FUCK im gonna- ah~ fffuuck~ nnggghhh~

look im glad my friends are "keeping up with politics" (hearing about politics on instagram reels with no analytical framework to deal with this knowledge) thats great for them, but sometimes they'll be like "oh my god... did you hear what theyre doing..." and ill say "no im not caught up but is the fascist state oppressing minorities and should we be surprised or shocked by this?" and then my friend will say "its important to be caught up... theyre banning trans women from playing sports" and its like WOOOOOW NO FUCKING WAYYYYY WHY ARE THEY DOING THAT. WHY ARE THEY DOING THAT. FUCK. WHY WOULD THE US DO THIS TO OUR POOR BEAUTIFUL TRANNIES. HOW COULD THE STATE BE SO CRUEL. WE HAVE TO REPOPULATE THE EARTH WITH OUR CHILDREN AND RAISE THEM WITH OUR IDEOLOGY TO CREATE THE MOST PURE REVOLUTION...

were going to sleep now. hopefully we have dreams about homewrecking

homewrecking is the dark souls of relationships. dark souls 3 specifically, the best one

lots of overlap between people who get mad at me for homewrecking and people who have never seen the look on a girls face when she realizes she likes you more than her shitty boyfriend

i want to cry but im not sad enough yet i just feel bad. maybe things will get better if i move out and get into a relationship with someone who knows how to handle someone like me, even if i dont know how to handle them back and they have to leave me eventually, even a few weeks of that might be good. or maybe i can do more homewrecking. oh homewrecking, you always know how to make me feel better...

i desperately need the post from a few days ago about how bluey, despite being a kids show, is watched by adults, but the definition of dog thrown in the middle is something like "in western cultures, dogs were romantic sexual partners of humans"

all the emo wolf boys genuine wolfmen and they're crying and all the emo wolf girls are human women with cat ears smiling. its not right. theres no good emo wolf art for girls