took 25mg of edibles and am gutted thinking about that time i was just starting to girlmode like really early on and ~50+ people from my high school showed up and these are people who absolutely remember me and saw me wearing the shittest ever full on proto lucy first time out wearing girl clothes no fashion anything just fucked. and they saw weird terrorist boy is no longer an asshole and has a weird severe anxiety of sorts. and we went home and came out to our dad since we were already destroyed and we figured it couldn't make us feel worse if we did it on the same night since i was already gonna be processing a lot at that point. keep in mind this is back when i went outside NEVER and i was barely starting to go to the trans support group. i seriously dont think i went much longer than that, if i even went back at all. absolutely fucked sub-zero months on estrogen, hadnt even changed my name yet moment.
make no mistake this is an incredibly funny thing to happen












