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One of the first things I ever gifted him was a signed Dan and Phil keyring that I got at the very first Dan and Phil tour. The keyring came with me everywhere. Got me through my undergrad post grad and masters. But when I learnt of his love for Dan and Phil I sent it to him without question. This was back when we was still basically strangers. But I knew it needed to be with him.

As someone who knows absolute nothing about this guy I don’t even really know what to reply here but I can reply from the stance of a musician I guess.

If I got to spend a day with him I would probably talk to him about music. Maybe even play a little while I can play a lot of Instruments there’s nothing I enjoyed more as a teen than sitting at a bar with my acoustic bass guitar and playing my favourite songs. So maybe we could do that. I don’t really know her music but I can pick up bass lines very very easy by ear it’s how I learnt to play to start with.

Maybe I would make Keith watch haha. Like a mini show or maybe I would be too anxious. I’ve played infront of thousands of people but singing and playing scares me now so who knows ^^

Since someone wants to keep trying to push us, hurt us and upset us i think it's time I wrote a little something since clearly a reaction is wanted. Me and Keith met a few years ago at a convention in Germany, I didnt know him before it, but i did speak to his sister a few times on Tiktok because of our shared interest in Idolish 7! Thankfully he was braught ( dragged) to my table and I again met him at the idolish meet.

The whole way home he messaged me to make sure I was safe. He kept saying ‘cons not over until the last friend is home’. We bonded over Tokio Hotel. Idolish and soon other anime’s like banana fish. Sasa miya given and more.

Honestly it wasn’t long into us knowing each other did I realise this guy was someone I wanted to keep in my life. He was someone who listened to me. Was there for me. Protected me. And kept me safe. When I was hurt or alone he stayed with me by my side. When I was scared he comforted me and when things got hard he was the one who glued me back together.

He called me his best friend and I cried. We said we understood each other on a level no one else did.. I cried more. Our feelings for each other grew and grew we called each other soul mates. Husband and wife. And then he asked me out.

Honestly the funniest day of my life because I completely misunderstood him asking me out as him telling me that he didn’t want to be close with me any more and he didn’t have feelings for me other than that if a friend and I sat there and cried while he played his games. Until I finally said I didn’t understand what I did wrong and he laughed and called me silly and said he was solidifying our relationship and I was his girl.

He knew I was a broken girl. He knew I was damaged and hurt and pained but he didn’t question it he just stayed by my side and offered me love and support.

I still struggle with insecurities and trauma of past relationships and he’s always so patient with me. He never makes me feel fat or ugly. He tells me I’m beautiful and he loves me.

I fell in love with him becuase he treated me like a human. He saw my struggles and didn’t try to fix me he just stayed with me and let me talk. He never tells me my worries are stupid. He is the guy I want to spend my life with and I will.

So you can send your hate. You can talk your shit but that man was the one who took my broken heart and slowly glued it back together. One round orbed baby at a time.

Im sorry i have nothing for this as well i dont know his music as i have said a million times so instead hear is my current favourite song