30's and losing again

191.2- not surprising to see a jump with how much food I ate and the sweets yesterday.

Having fun and learning a new skill is more important anyways, plus the christmas gifts we will be able to give out!

Staying strong with the left over breakfast. And honestly I am not sick of it yet. But I am running out of vegetables and it was too hot to go to the Farmers market yesterday so I am basically going to have to improvise this week with out the level of veggies my son and I like to eat each day :/

Weight- 189.8

Canning day!! My friend is teaching me how to can jam! It is going to need like 6 cups of sugar 0.0 but it will make multiple little 4 oz jars. We are using the yellow plums we harvested from her yard :)

Plan for tomorrow is to not make the kitchen dirty so we can can so prepped food or left overs so I am not cooking. I am also considering making my crockpot pinto beans tomorrow so I am not dirtying dishes and not making a labor intensive dinner.

Tuna salad still. I have one more day worth so pretty much still trying not to cook. Although everyday I do still end up cooking something 😆 like today I made chickpeas from dry and the crockpot pinto beans (quick and low mess). I still had dishes though because with my kiddo and I both eating the pre-made breakfast I had 2 empty Tupperware to clean :/ but it wasnt pans and plates!

Ok so I had A LOT of beans and rice for dinner

Then ice cream with homemade (tons of sugar) plum jam

And then salami with cheese

Sooo not my strongest day

BUT I had a blast with my friend Heather learning a new homestead skill!!

Thank you yesterday me!

Breakfast and didnt have to cook!

Banana, Greek yogurt, frozen cherries

It is 97 degrees outside!

I made a veggie packed orzo dinner (pretty much the only pasta I can get my kid to eat, I think it is because he doesnt realize it is pasta 👀)

Stayed up too late so I needed a second dinner- I moved it into a smaller bowl so it looked like more for my brain. Mixed two different cereals.

Rebooting after my adventure!

I go into a food slump after doing a big event. It is not a downfall, it is something I know about for myself and should account for.

So I have just been putting things in my mouth that are easy to grab, bagels, salami, gold fish, dumplings, basically not that healthy.

So last night I decided that I need to lean into what I know about myself and just plan around it. To try to eat healthy even in a can not think about what I like situation.

I actually had energy today though and I spent most of the day grocery shopping and food prepping- so I will not have to cook the rest of the week 😅.

Food max

Trader joes.

Most of the things from trader joes won't even be eaten this week. Impulsively grabbed pantry items that I have no idea when I will use them 0.0

Weight- 191.6 so still up.

I ate left over eggplant I made maybe Thursday or Saturday- idk the days are blending with out school or work? (It is tuesday) and a hard boiled egg for breakfast

Drank way too many cups of coffee.

Kid eating up the food that I cooked for the week (I wasnt intending any of it to be eaten today lol). Kiddo had me add the egg bake into my recipe book.

191.8- probably holding on to all the sodium of dinner last night

Sooo good!! Left over beans, tomato, cilantro and 2 eggs <3 BEANS for BREAKFAST!

Dinner was two pizzas with lavish bread (one lavish bread) one was eggs, the other zucchini and broccoli

Listened to fourth wing all day

Played board games with zane and kev

Breakfast- some eggs and veggies

Lunch- left overs

Snacks too

Weight- 192.2

Banana,egg, vanilla, cinnamon 'pancakes'- I actually like these better than normal pancakes!

Stewed apples and a morning star sausage

Breakfast brought to you by my panic food insecurity anxiety yesterday.

Very weird for me because we always eat savory breakfast. I just have a weird compartmentalized opinion about what vegetables are breakfast ones, and lettuce does not make that list. I do not have the vegetables I like to eat for breakfast. So today and tomorrow- sweet it is until I go shopping.

I went to physical therapy and I need to be serious about getting my strength up!

I really miss my brother today. He changed his phone number. I hate that we are estranged now :( especially because we have a sibling that has past. We shouldn't be dead to each other in life! But neither one of us can help that his wife is horrid.

It is so IRRATIONAL!

I have food!

I just dont have the vegetables I LIKE to eat.

And it sends my body into panic mode!

So to calm my body down, I meal prepped

I made-

2 overnight oats- rolled oats, plain Greek yogurt, chia seeds, flax seeds, hemp seeds and 1/2 a peach each

Banana 'pancakes'- 2 bananas that were going bad and 4 eggs. Cinnamon and vanilla

Stewed apples- apples I got at the free produce day with vanilla and cinnamon

Breakfast potatoes- that were WRONG just because it didnt have the sweet peppers in it but I guess I can live with just onion. I want color though 😩

Hard boiled eggs

And I have pinto beans and chickpeas soaking

I didnt eat breakfast, mainly because my kitchen was too dirty to function in

11:30 lunch of left overs

I DID NOT like the tofu pasta!! Zane did but I was not a fan and couldnt really eat it

I didnt track most of the food I ate.

Well nothing like what a typical weight loss graph looks like.

So much yoyoing

But I still never went back up to my 'only work on papers and eat top ramen' weight

I tried out rice paper omelet

My friend Kara bought us Panera and we split a caeser salad and a Mediterranean dandwhich

I went on a hike! We went up to the swings.

Heather's husband bbq veggy meats for us so today was a 100 percent veggy day!

Hour and a half worth of weeding (not done but BETTER) I dont want the pets getting fox tails.

It was my exercise today. I broke a sweat and heart rate went up and my back is broke now lol

Well sore all day and extra munchy. Probably burned a lot of calories doing the yard work.

Just some of the things I ate. Stir fry with banana blossoms in it! Greek yogurt with salsa and taco seasonings as a dip with reduced fat crackers. Had Ice-cream again today too.

Son made me a breakfast burrito on low carb bread.

Then yellow watermelon

Lunch-

I had to eat my salads up before they went off