I want to say I miss so much. I miss our conversation about my future. I know I miss your smile you always gave me when I promise I won’t do things to hurt anyone. I cherish that we sat down together, and would read books. The day when you was sick I should have done more that day; because, maybe you would’ve been here today only God knows. I know you was suffering and God needed you more than me. Mommy I wish you was alive to hold my first child and meet my wife one day. It been really hard every year especially 2021, because I can’t go to see you like I normally do. I moved from being close to your grave sight. Everytime I go back to your hometown I always need to visit you and tell you about my life. It’s sad I didn’t get to do it last year and I pray and hope to see you this year to tell you I miss you! Life is getting hard and sometimes I wish you was here everyday. I don’t know if losing you is why I felt like I lost a part of me. You was my rock and my peace sometimes. You will always be my first love until the end of time. Now mommy I’m asking you to help me with guidances especially in this year of 2021, because I had so much time I wanted to give up and throw in the towel. I know I have to find my purpose so I can’t. Please God and mommy give me guidance, and show me the road to follow in the path of my purpose. Happy birthday mommy until I see you again. Love you so much!!!!
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