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' you look so empty.. please talk to me, i'm worried about you. '
worried starters.
farklestares into space, like he always does these days,not blinking, not moving, just staring at a fixedspot in front of him. thereâs not evenanything there â itâs just one of the room walls. thereâs nothing interesting about it all. but farkle is lost in the depths of his own mind.some time ago, a strong numbness spread over his body and he hasnât been able to shake it.nowadays, he only ever feels NUMB.
he hearsrileyâs words, and almost feels a jolt of guilt. almost. but the WHISPER of the feeling â POTENTIAL FEELING - is gone within an instant,and there he is again. feeling nothing.
âiâm notworth worrying about.â farkle says simply, eyes colddespite the fact that heâs not looking at riley.he cared about them all once â heâs sure that he still does, somewhere belowall of this coldness. he doesnât think heâs worth their time anymore.âjust leave me alone, riley.â maybe the words are said too harshly,and if farkle had noticed, he wouldâve apologized.but he hasnât noticed his toneâs harsh, bitter nature. âi donât need anyoneâs help. &&nobody needs or wants to help me anyway. iâm not that important.itâs been proved so many times.â
he doesnâtlook at her, but he stands up, eyes still fixed on the wall ahead of him although heâll soon be looking elsewhere, because he plans to walk away. âgo home.â
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âYou could devastate me.â
halsey âbadlandsâ starter sentences
farkle jumps, startled, and whirlsaround to face lucas, face paling slightly as he does so.how did the older boy find him? heâs been avoiding him ever since hisâŚcomplete change in attitude.farkleâs worried about growing upfor the first time ever.itâs changing him.but the only thing that hasnât changed are hisfeelings for lucas.but he doesnât want to blow up at him again.he doesnât want to hurt him.he takes a step back, almost absently, worried that he might snap again. but he doesnât.
âhavenât i already done that?âand his voice is so broken and helpless but farkleâsdone feeling sorry for himselfbecause itâs pathetic and stupid and selfish and those are things that farkle really doesnât want to be.especially when it comes to lucas.
a few moments pass in which farkle says nothing,silence enveloping him along withan undeniable sadnessthat he tries to push away, to no avail.âlucas.â he mumbles. âi donât know whatâs going on with me.i keep getting mad for no reason.i keep saying things that hurt people. itâsâŚi donâtwant to do it,but sometimes things just slip out and i canât stop them.âhe draws in a shaky breath.
âi want nothing more than to be with you,âhe continues, his entire bodyerupting into subtle trembles as he bitesdown hard on his bottom lip,still keeping his distance from lucas despite the longing to be close to him.âbut iâm not sure who i am anymore.how can someone elselove me and KNOW MEif i donât know or love â or even like - myself?â
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                  Iâm so much more spineless than you seem to think of me.
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       â your momâs pretty cool so iâm gonnaâ take that as a compliment . now move. â       she urges him only to watch him crawl into bed moments later before grabbing a       couple of blankets & covering him up with them . she throws a few pillows here      & there , one of which placed behind his head & voilĂ . sheâs no expert , but his      bed certainly looks more comfortable now .â there . all warm & cozy .â she      smiles proudly , straightening her back & placing her hands onto her hips .â now      â what can i get yaâ ? hot tea ? soup thatâs gonnaâ come out of a can because      i donât want to set fire to your kitchen ? â
âyeah, but youâre cooler. donât tell her i said that.â he grins cheekily. he becomes more serious as she gets him all comfy, and he finds himself somewhat surprised at how good she is at this. he feels guilty for being surprised a few seconds later, but mayaâs never really seemed the type to do such GENTLE, caring things. not that heâs complaining.
âthanks, maya.â he says, softly, a light smile gracing his features, all cheekiness immediately gone. he pauses to think. âtea works, thanks.â he laughs. âiâll have to teach you to make stuff without burning the entire kitchen someday.â

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âMy heart is gold and my hands are cold.â
halsey âbadlandsâ starter sentences
farkle doesnât know what to say; he realizesthat her words have a deep meaning,but somehow heâs unsure of how to decipher said meaning.hesitation lingering in the air betweenthem, farkle takes a step forward, feeling like itâs the right thing to do. he promptly takes both of her hands in his, eyes never straying from hers as he attempts to pieceJUMBLED WORD FRAGMENTS into a proper, coherentsentence.
âhaving a heart of gold isnât so bad, yâknow?âfarkle says at last. âitâs what makes you YOU, riley. and anyone who says otherwise is JUST STUPID.â he shrugs like itâs the simplest thing in the world, but his eyes are searching her face for any signs of sadness.âriles, if you need meâŚIâm here for you.you know that, donât you?â
âThatâs the beauty of a secret.â
halsey âbadlandsâ starter sentences
and despite everything,RAGE flares up inside of him, flames coursing through his bloodstream,his entire body TREMBLING from the feeling of it all.his eyes fix on lucas, and farkle never realizedhe had this much anger in himself, but here it is, all pouring out and focusing onthe boy in front of him.
are they friends?are they more?are they less?are they WORTH IT?
all the questions have been driving him insane,desperation to know the answers and yet FEAR of those same answers eating away at his insides slowly and yet ALL AT ONCE. is this what love is supposed to feel like?
âlucas.â it comes out inalmost a GROWL, and farkleâs hands are balling into fists and THIS ISNâT HOW HE WANTS THINGS TO GO.âi told you how i feel aboutthis entire thing.â he says, bitterness coating hiswords. âi told you iâm tired of us beingâŚthis whole big SECRET. i know iâm the one who said weâd hurtpeople if we were together, but this isthe H A R D E S T thing iâve ever had to do and maybe iâm being selfishbut i donât wanna hide this anymore.â
and then irrational thoughts enter farkleâs head andbeforehe knows it, his lips are shaping words thathe doesnât really mean.âor maybe youâre just ashamed. maybe me sayingi didnât want to hurt anyone was arelief for you, because being with someone like me would justRUIN your street cred, wouldnât it?âwords are spilling,spitting from his throat like fire,and each and every oneburns his tongue, but he canât make himself stop.canât make himself see sense.
when did his kindness melt away into this?
he takes a long time to calm himself,almost shocked at his wordsand actions. widened eyes flicker to lucas, and his heart breaks,because he looks so HURTand farkle canât help but feel ashamed.he takes a step back.what did he just turn into?
âiâŚlucas, iâmâŚâ
but the words wonât come out and he hates himselffor being unable to utter an apology for what he just did.the rage bubbling through him seemed to be reloadingand farkle turns away.he canât do that to lucas again.
âiâmâŚi have toâŚâ
and he runs,but is he running from lucas or himself?
growing up is changing himand farkle doesnât like it, he doesnât like it at all.
@ryofsunshine ( continued from x )
âriley,â he breathes, like her name is the most DIVINE thing to ever pass his lips. his eyes study her with an oddly intense gaze, and he takes a step closer despite the racing of his heart and the lump in his throat. âsheâs...â he sighs, trying to figure out the best way to say this without sounding horrible. âriley, smackle is nice and all, but...â he trails off once again.
âiâve loved you since the first grade. i never stopped.â
why didnât you tell me? â
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farkle keeps his gaze on the ground for a long moment. the cuts and bruises littering his body seem to sting even more nowthat lucas actually KNOWS about them. why didnât farkle tell him that he was being bullied? beaten up?simple answer: because he couldnât. he couldnât risk it.he didnât want lucas to get hurt whilst trying to protect him.but aside from that, thereâs also a part of farkle that hates himselffor being unable to stand up for himself.he hates himself for being weak.and maybe he didnât want lucas to think him weak.
âlucas,â farkle lets out, his voice shaking slightly as he does so.âiâŚi didnât want you to get involved. they wouldâve hurt youand I didnât want that to happen. okay?â but he still wonât meet the otherâseyes because if he does, lucas will see that farkleâs eyes are wet with tears and call him stupidbut he really doesnât want to cry in frontof his best friend.but it looks like his body has other plans,because suddenly tears are spilling down his cheeks and heseems to fold into himself slightly,wanting to be swallowed up by the ground && FORGOTTEN ABOUT.
worried starters
trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )
âYou havenât slept for days, have you?â âAre you eating properly? You donât look it.â âWhy do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?â âYou need to think about yourself every once in a while.â âI know your work is important, but youâre going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!â âYou havenât even touched your food. Whatâs going on?â âYou look so⌠empty. Iâm worried for you, please talk to me.â âAre you alright in there? Youâre so quiet.â âHow did you get these bruises? Please donât lie to me.â âThereâs something bothering you that youâre not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?â âYouâre sleep deprived and you havenât been eating. Why do you think youâre feeling dizzy?â âI can give you some pills to help you sleep. They arenât healthy, but this is even less healthy.â âIf you didnât just blink I wouldâve sworn you were dead, thatâs how sickly youâre looking. Go to bed, please!â âHave you drank all of these bottles in one weekend?!â âI know you donât want this, but itâs for your own good. Sign the papers so they can pick you up tomorrow and you can get clean.â âWhat the hell are you doing?! Did you do that to yourself?!â âWhen was the last time you left the house? Or opened the curtains for that matter.â âHere, just keep breathing. Itâll be okay. Better out than inâŚâ âThis canât go on like this! Youâre not eating, youâre not sleeping, you barely talk!â âIâm sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!â âI thought youâd quit! How long have you been lying to me?â âIâm only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.â âDid you take anything? Why are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!â

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   concerned meme
â are you okay? â
â you donât look so good â
â sit down, you look faint â
â have you eaten today? â
â please, just rest for a minute please â
â iâm worried about you â
â what the hell happened? â
â did someone do this to you? â
â whatâs wrong? â
â how long has this been going on? â
â why didnât you tell me? â
â i canât not care about you â
â donât tell me youâre fine. this is not fine â
riarkle au in which in their first kiss farkle asks if he can kiss her