and sure, if we're going to be contrarian the uk isn't great. western life isnt great esp as immigrant child like ive become deeply mentally ill and unable to participate meaningfully in life. but also that's something i have the space and time to change here and also i have the power and resources. in libya there is one way for a woman to be. and i don't want to get married to a muslim so i'd just live with my parents this caged miserable life until i die. i mean i am my fathers property after all. and im a upper middle class tripolitanian literally the best it gets.

i made a playlist for catholic trade he didnt even fucking listen to it whatever who cares. im really enjoying it and it is taking me back to a lot of different artists and genres i havent listened to in a while

It’s actually crazy how nice my brother is to me like my sister hates me a little bit but it’s understandable and valid she still cares more but my brother he doesn’t give up on me and it’s really nice

I would be jealous of my successful normiefag doctor siblings esp my married sister but idk I love them too much I just feel cucked 😔

I see my family friends that moved back to Libya and I think rabi ba3ed el sowa fuck I’d die if they made me go back

I can’t believe I went to uni here and I had a public meltdown in a seminar class 😭 like cried and shouted. And then everyone was like “are you okayyyyy 😕”