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but then i looked back and i saw myself in the mirror

may it instead be enhanced by it, used as fuel, then transformed into art yet again

i want oomfies... i need an online buddy.. i miss using my little keuboard

your life’s not a lie

i finally have u in eyesight. nothing is like it was but that should have been expected. you are different than i remember. maybe i made up half of you. you were mostly the thoughts i had. you were mostly the love i misplaced on purpose.

i remember being scared of my mom when i was young. i would see nightmares about her being scary. idk why.. this one time in the karsi ev (ilk evin karsisi yani) i dreamt she was spinning me on a spinning chair but rly fast and she was smiling rly scary and laughing rly scary. idk!!!! and i also remember when both rooms were mine i think at first the small room was mine then the big room or the opposite maybe. i remember strawberry shortcake and cutting my barbies hair super short and getting scared that mom would get mad and the laundry baskets dad brought from manila and when he told us we were moving there. i remember watching yedi numara on the pc and running around naked after showering and the small bathroom as well as the big bathroom. i remember ablalar coming over and sitting on the floor and that one song from the islamic movie scaring me. i remember abiler visiting the first house and when we put up a curtain to do erkek ve kadinlar ayri and when i would walk back and forth. falling asleep when my mom would rock me on her feet and watching backyardigans on the small tv.