we're all a little broken

Me: oh thats cute

“Porque tengo muchos sentimientos por ti. Y actúo como si no me importara. Como si esos sentimientos no estuvieran ahí.”

“Someday I’m not going to care where you are, who you’re with, or if you’re even thinking about me.”

“You fuck me up, you really do. Its always hot or cold with you, I never understand what game you’re playing until I realize I’m losing again.”

“I don’t miss you as much anymore. Sometimes you cross my mind but not like you use to. I remember when I thought that I couldn’t live without you and looking back on it, you were the best and worst thing that happened to me. Its been hard, its been so hard to get over you but looking back on it time passes, and the more you live your life and create new habits, you get used to not having a text message every morning saying, ‘Hello, beautiful. Good morning.’ You get used to not calling someone at night to tell him how your day was. You replace these old habits with new habits. As time goes on, you get better, but only with time. You still see them and a spark is there, your mind still races when you see them, its going to, you use to love that person with every inch of your soul, with every emotion you could possibly have. Its just not the same anymore.”

“No, I don’t hate you. But I sure as hell don’t love you anymore.”

I wish we could go back to sneaking around at night, and thinking we had our whole lives.

i am terrified that twenty years from now i will still look back and feel an ache when i remember the boy who broke my heart all those years ago. and i’ll somehow still miss you. but for you, i’ll probably be just one of the many girls you dated when you were young. you’ll look back and only remember a foggy memory of me; my face, a blurry vision in your mind.

“Give me one more night. One more night to run my hands over your body, one more night to refresh my memory.”

“it’s hard to get over me when you’d rather be under me”

“I want to have more sex, travel more, drink more wine and love life.”

no more “I love you, but”