It's ok. It'll be ok. It's ok.
I'll learn to deal with the med crashes. I have methods that work well.
The OCD getting triggered sometimes on stimulants can be managed, because OCD responds extremely well to therapy. And I'll better be able to do my therapy homework and meditation when I'm medicated.
The poor appetite is difficult but I spent years forcing myself to eat with no appetite, and the meds will help me actually make full meals for myself in the first place even if they're difficult to eat.
When the meds wear off, we can indulge in the things we like doing that don't actually take much brain power, like Cell to Singularity, Atom Idle, Wordle, SDV, etc.
Also my friends I hang out with at night won't judge me for being spacey. I'm usually spacey. That's kind of the default state. They get it.
It's ok. We're ok. We've got this.
