Bewitched, Bothered, And Bewildered

Just fucked myself senseless and keep fucking myself senseless over the thought of someone wanting me I feel like such a slut I feel like such a whore for attention For a bit fistful of attention Choking me underwater Or fucking me in a pool Drowning in my cunt, drowning some sort of way Ecstasy, I'm in love with your ecstasy. I've never been a sexual person and then you came into my life. I healed from strife, crack, a knife,sharp pain in my side Hold me in the back seat of your ride. Take me to a dance club on the other side of town I want to hide Within the thick crowds of other side, and even enter from the other side of town I want to be your happily ever after. I want to be the kind of man you're proud to be with. I want to make you grin and hold me close and spill tea with.

It's killing me how naughty and awful my dreams have actually been since I've been home Woke up soaking wet this morning and last night from dreams about our strap on, fucking in every room if the house I probably fucked myself for a solid hour yesterday and even with orgasm, my body still aches for your touch I feel guilty because you're so far away. Of course I miss you emotionally, I haven't seen you in quite a bit. But knowing I'll see you in about a month and a half... I need to fuck the life out of you more than I ever have needed. I want my dripping, aching cunt to be satiated by your touch.... for you to tease my clit, do whatever you'd like with me The only body I crave to touch me is yours So fuck me senseless, and I'll do the same and love you in return

I had been having trouble getting to sleep all night tonight... Even when 'saying my prayers', just right before I finally came I could practically hear her voice... telling me that I ought to be in bed sleeping. I couldn't help but gasp that I couldn't sleep... but once I finally allowed myself to give into you... I wasn't so embarrassed this time. I didn't shed a single tear to allow myself to open up and cum for you Overcome with sleepiness I was able to curl up in bed and close my eyes, imagining cuddling up close to you once again. Thank you Goddess, for even taking care of me when you're far away ❤️

Now when I touch myself, each time is like a prayer. To my Goddess that I love. And like the heaven that is your touch, I will pray.. and pray… and pray until I get to experience my heaven again with you, once more.