i know people hate being on the recieving end of the same complaints from family and friends in general but sometimes theres truly no change possible when it‘s tied to health and money and the only thing you can do is talk about the frustrations again and again every other month yet somehow you‘ll feel like a burden if you do or you‘re met with the same implausible suggestions. as if jumping ship is the only rational choice. is abandonment the only right answer? Who said we had to be angelic holy samaritans sometimes its all a bit too fucking much it doesn’t have to be impossible but its still fucking much ffs can‘t there be room for some tears without being made to feel like it‘s a you problem instead of a systemic problem

by the grace of god did i make it back Home alive. drove through the worst and most narrow country road packed with 50 sharppppp curves no joke. seriously never feared for my life til today. cried as if my pet just died once i finally parked. still sick

ofc my cup of crisp cold water slips right out of my hand and splashes all over my extended plug like of course that happens right when i'm finally being sleepy at a responsible time for once in forever ofc ofc