Just Sammy @betweenpagesandtides - Tumblr Blog

just sammy.

instagram is for pictures and reels, pretending everything is more interesting than it is. x is for thoughts nobody asked for. tiktok is where time disappears. tumblr lets me do all three while drifting off into the void.

not here to collect followers. just getting lost between pages and tides.

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suddenly annapolis feels very far away. i’d give anything to disappear somewhere quiet. somewhere away from here.

where no one could find me.

#just let me go #fade away #start again #in a world where things make sense #cbc id #id bk1 ch6

i hate him.

#life would be so much easier if that were true.#what i wouldn't give for normal teenage drama #thank the heavens for hot topic #at least I was right about her #cbc id #id bk1 ch6

judged. threatened. spared. apparently that counts as mercy here.

#just another day #fight club the sequel #count cravat getting as scary as madame murder these days #maybe if he chose another fashion accessory he'd be a bit more intimidating #this is how i cope #critiquing fashion #I'm sure that's normal #right?#cbc id #id bk1 ch6

sometimes it’s better to be alone. alone protects you. i thought i knew who to trust. turns out I was wrong.

#how could I be so wrong?#cbc id #id bk1 ch6

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only one wish?

I guess it was too much to ask for three.

oh well, beggars can't be choosers.

#just a “magic” tree #where's a genie when you need one #what to wish for #well one thing matters most of all #cbc id #id bk1 ch5

an interesting turn of events.

sunset is beautiful, isn't it?

X X (almost)

#a ride #or two #every time I think I know #she pulls me back in #it's dangerous #she's dangerous #i haven't forgotten #but she makes it so damn hard #he should be the easy choice #a golden smile #a mysterious gaze #cbc id #id bk1 ch5

can you guess my favorite part of any carnival?

so many options, so little time 😋

#decisions decisions #one of everything please #funnel cakes first #cbc id #id bk1 ch5

heard this autumn festival thing is kind of a big deal, guess I should figure out what I want to wear...

#help me choose #outfit one or two #autumn festival #might want to impress a cutie #or two #cbc id #id bk1 ch5

nothing like looking out your window and realizing two people who have no reasoning to be talking are having a very serious conversation outside your house.

#trying not to panic #i'm sure it's nothing #it's nothing right?#count cravat making house calls #that can't be good...#cbc id #id bk1 ch4

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no words for today.

#except perfect #just like him #today feels less heavy #i feel hope #collecting moments #cbc id #id bk1 ch4

one week later and i’m still wondering which feelings were mine.

was any of it true?

#not that i'm counting #was it the blood #how could it be anything more #the darkness is mysterious #but some mysteries are best left alone #cbc id #id bk1 ch4

mom keeps asking if I'm okay.

i say yes.

neither of us believes me.

i want to tell the truth.

for once, silence will keep us safe.

though the distance grows,

and that is harder to live with.

#still not talking about it #at least I have him #a safe place for the things i can’t say #cbc id #id bk1 ch4

i find my happiness where the sun shines.

warm. safe.

golden.

#a golden smile #the night is gone #the sun remains #thinking clearly #i think #cbc id #id bk1 ch4

a quiet couple of days means focusing on schoolwork. never in my life have I wanted to do anything less. my thoughts drift between the sun and the night. two sides of a coin. one warm and protecting. one dark and mysterious. and somewhere in between... calculus.

#calculus is losing #this was easier before crimson beech #focus is now apparently optional #maybe I should have graduated early #two sides of a distracting coin #sunlight and shadows #a golden president and one hot topic #cbc id1 ch4 #image from upenn

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a flash and you're there

another and you're gone

my heart races

you think you know why

but you can't.

because I don't.

a taste of crimson

bitter, metallic, yet—

a taste that leaves me

wanting.

the rush of wind,

a leap into still waters,

a touch below the surface

your touch.

and then the moment ended

too soon or not soon enough?

'til next time.

#too close for comfort #not close enough #until next time #such a hot topic #id bk1 ch4 #(but reflecting on ch3 events)

and the jewelry keeps on growing.

two charms and a new necklace.

not bad for a week at a new high school.

#accessorizing through the chaos #cbc id #id bk1 ch3

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