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=Ayoko na magalit. Ayoko na ng nararamdaman ko. Ayoko na mag effort, ayoko ng ako lang. Pagod na ko, Time out.

We all have our flaws. And we all want to improve. Some days, its harder. Other times, its okay.

Suko na talaga. Sinubukan ko naman talaga.

Pag gising ko, ang wild na ng kilay ko. 😂

Ako ba yung mahirap mahalin, O sadyang may problema satin. Yan ang laging bumabagabag sa isip, puso't -damdamin. Tingin mo ba gusto ko ng komplikado? Ng bawal, at nang kailangan itago? Bakit nga ba ako ganito, Eh palagi kong sinusumbat na dati naman di ako ganito. Marahil sa lihim nating 'pagmamahalan', Marahil sa kawalan mo ng pakialam, Marahil, sa puso kong paulit ulit mong sinusugatan. Baka wala kang ginagawang mali. Sa totoo lang, ngayon ako'y malapit ng mamanhid. Pagkatapos na ang puso ay magula-gulanit. Puro ako emosyon, Oo alam ko na yun. Pero ganun ako, pinapatakbo ng kung anong nararamdaman, mula sa kaloob looban. hindi ko alam kung alam mo ang pakiramdam, Marahil hindi-- kase hindi kita ramdam. Oo mahirap tong pinili nating daan, Sino ba naman ang hindi nakikipaghabulan sa oras para makaaral manlang, Para di mag mukhang mang-mang. Pero wag tayo mag maang maangan, Pag gusto, maraming paraan. Nasaan na ang dating kayod, Ang dating pangakong, di kita 'papabayaan' at ang mga paalala upang di makalimot. Nawala lahat, Parang panaginip lahat at ngayon ginigising sa bangungot. Paano na. Mabibigyan pa ba ng solusyon, O kakayanin ko nalang ang lahat hanggat mag dapit-hapon. Ako nalang palagi may problema, Ako na ang palaging madrama. Pero sana maisip mo kung bakit ako nagkakaganito. Kung bakit ramdam kong kulang na kulang ang binibigay mo. Baka nawalan ka na ng gana, Baka ayaw mo na at di na ako ang naiisip tuwing umaga, Kaya pala nanlamig dahil napabayaan at hinayaan na. Pero ayaw parin tanggapin na wala na. Nagbubuagbulagan, Nagbibingi bingian, Hanggang sa tuluyang mawalan ng pakiramdam. Ang sakit. Ang sakit mabalewala lang. Ang sakit di mapansin ng taong tanging laman ng mga panalangin, Ng taong iba naman pala ang tunay na layunin. Hayaan mo, pag ayos na ako mawawala nalang akong parang hangin.

Thank you, @marianievesamor 😘 ❤

Cute. 😁 #notmine

I wasn't raised a princess, or a queen. I was raised like how my brothers were raised. We did chores at the same time. I was told to carry heavy things my brothers were also carrying. My mother would tell me to clean my room and wash the dishes, and my dad would make me get the tools and other equipment. I love getting my hands dirty. I was never not able to do anything because I was a girl. I was raised to be okay on my own, and to be able to do things not being limited by gender. I enjoyed carpentry at 10, played with barbie dolls at 12, Enjoyed cooking (mixing whatever) in the kitchen, and looking at car engines during my teens. A lot of people thought I was boyish, and I embraced the fact that I am. There were some boys who made me feel pretty, and some who made me feel none. There were times when I feel ugly, There were times when I feel stupid, There were times when I feel incompetent, When I feel unsure. When I feel insecure. But you see, I wasn't raised to be a princess, nor to be pretty, I was raised able to handle things on my own. And when I'm down and not able, Like any other person, I need someone to hold on. But I'm happy with how I was raised. I can be fine on my own.