Sitting, Waiting, Wishing

The school doesn’t know what I do here, though, al they care about is that I’ve done the fucking internship. It’ll work out, just trust me on this one. Well I took it as shooting me down and you can’t come back from that, I’m already offended. I do blame you, though, because they’re your eyes and you control them. You said that. Nice to meet you, I guess. Since you’re named after a car, are you a trust fund baby run away from home?

Well can't you just lie and say you're doing an internship but not really do one? If you're not really learning anything then it sounds like a waste of fucking time. Well it's not my fault you took it the wrong way. Not really, like I'm sure if I walked around shirtless in the hall way you wouldn't be able to stop yourself from looking. Pretty much, except I was actually raised by a trust fund baby and I'm not sure I get any of his leftover trust fund after dropping out of high school and going into the military instead.

It’s a joke. I’m an intern for the newspaper, that just happens to involve me running for coffee every fucking day even though there’s a coffeemaker in the office. Even if that was my dream fuck you for shooting me down. I can, I just don’t usually pay attention. You know, I like to mind my own business. Oh, so you’re just as gross as I thought you’d be? Daisy. My name’s Daisy.

I understand. Well that makes a lot of sense. Rather than learning to actually write for a newspaper, you're the coffee bitch. Which sucks pretty badly. I wasn't shooting you down I was trying to tell you to shoot for a better dream. It's fucking motivation. But how can you not notice me?? You wear yoga pants on a regular basis, you can't blame me for looking. My name is Bentley.

Yes. That’s exactly it. My dream is to eventually make it to the place where they build the coffee machines. I really haven’t noticed; never seen you before in my life. Since you know where I live, I’m assuming you know my name, too? 

That seems like a shitty dream. Is that one of your back up dreams that you just decided to do because the first dream didn't work out? That's even kind of a shitty back up dream. Can you not see long distances?? I don't. I usually refer to you as the neighbor girl with the nice ass.

And you kind of sound like a judgmental little fucker. An internship isn’t a career, it’s what’s going to get me one– Why am I explaining this to you? Who are you?

Is your plan to be a barista? One day will you be able to actually get behind the counter?? I'm Bentley. I live next door, don't act like you never noticed.

It couldn’t have been too bad if you’re scared of getting hot coffee thrown at you as opposed to weapons.

I meant waiting in line all day being somebody else's coffee bitch. Sounds like a promising career.

If I have to stand in line for an hour for someone else’s coffee one more time, I might just ask the barista to throw it in my face. Life of a fucking intern.

That sounds like hell to me and I just spent the last year in Iraq.

I think it would just be you, actually, since you’re the only one saying anything about it. I honestly think you just keep bugging me because I hate it and I can’t decide if you’re trying to make fun of me or you’re just bored. Either way, I don’t appreciate it. Good, I’m glad you ended his football career. You should’ve broken his nose coming out of the womb. That’s really dumb…If you ever need a break, I mean, you could come visit me in Rochester. I know that sounds weird, but it’s just me and my dad, he wouldn’t mind. NO, I’m nOT. I’m a fucking munchkin, now? That’s exactly why. The only one that can save me is a noble knight.

Are there no guys on campus that you want to impress with your ass? Even if there are, I'm going to scare them all off anyways, but I'm just wondering. I'm just bugging you because you've rejected me and I don't get rejected, Daisy. It doesn't work like that. He blames me for it every day, but he was the one who was too much of a dumbass to use a condom correctly. I thought about it, but I was too busy becoming the most awesome person alive. You want me to visit you over break? Are you gonna miss me that much? GoOD tO kNoW. You're like three feet tall, you've been a munchkin your whole life. I'm a noble knight.

I wear all black in the middle of Georgia; I think I can handle the temperature just fine for a few more months until I go back home. Anything just to keep you from getting what you want. That makes me want to punch him in the fucking face, no offense. There’s no reason any parent, ever, should be hindering their child’s education for a fucking sport that they probably failed in as a teenager so they force it on their kids– Sorry. That’s not my fAUlT thAt YOu tOOk mE AS a lADy. But Bentleyyyyyy. It’s past midnight! I might turn into a fucking ogre after sunset for all you know.

But I think if you keep the all black and just go like 30% sluttier, everybody on Crimson Row would be much happier about it. I want to punch him in the face all the time, so I don't take offense at all. He's actually pretty good at football though. He was going to be in college for it too before he ended up getting stuck with me his senior year!! But you should see Thanksgiving at the Kade household, we all play football and we always end up fighting no matter what. Are you nOt a LAdY? Dunkin Donut's is open 24 hours for a reason, Munchkin. So we can get baby donuts at all hours. Is that the reason you don't like hanging out late in the night?

No, I already told you it’s sweatshirts and sweats from now on and nothing else. Is your dad really that big of a hard ass or do you just like to complain about him? Because if he is, I don’t know how you stand it. I really doubt it since I kind of hate you. The hate might double, which really wouldn’t surprise me, I don’t know. We already made the plans you didnt’ need to tExT mE. Go ahead. Except you only had the free pass today, so. You’re kind of shit out of luck at this point.

But what if it's really hot outside, spring break is around the corner, Daisy. You can't hide that sneaky hot body from the world. He's literally the reason I can hardly pass any of my classes and then yells at me about how I can hardly pass my classes. So yes, he's probably even bigger of a hardass than I actually make him out to be. I was trying to be a gEntlEmAn and see when it was a good time to piCk yoU uP. Well I'm coming anyways so you can get the fuck over it.

It’s a sports bra, and that was from the one time I actually got dragged to the gym. I just have a fast metabolism. My workout is sitting up to grab the remote for the TV and it ends there. So you can work out alone!! I assumed you were going to be bringing them to me. It’s not my fault you fell through.

Then feel free to wear a sports bra any time. But I'm kind of an ass guy so I would appreciate the yoga pants a little more. But I don't work out alone ever I either work out with Ryker or with my Dad yelling at me. You can come watch me work out, I bet you'd fall in love with me even more than you already are. I'm pretty sure I texted you and you didn't rePlY. Next time I'm just busting into your house, asshole.