benosch

i love to see a Master enjoying His work. i’m not a natural masochist my overwhelming drive is from the need to submit, be controlled, be obedient, give pleasure. 

This means i do submit to torture and heavy pain, if that is what a Master wants, in many ways for me it is the ultimate submission. it is so much easier to get through that if the Master is verbal, laughs, noticeably enjoys my suffering. Helps to reinforce in my mind that i am serving a purpose through my pain.

As much as i might scream, cry and beg, deep deep down i need Him to continue, or else i have taken back control through my weakness. His sadistic laughter at my suffering and maybe a glimpse of a rock hard cock are what i need.