Benny Rodriguez❤

Benny wrapped his arms around the small boy and pulled him onto the sidewalk as a semi whizzed by. Smalls back was pressed up against Benny’s stomach and chest. He hurriedly got out of the older male’s grip and pushed him away. “How could you do this to me, Benny?!” Smalls exclaimed. He sobbed and fell to the ground. He wrapped his arms around his legs and buried his face in his knees. “Smalls, I never meant to hurt you.” Benny spoke softly. Smalls sobs were the only thing Benny could hear right now. His heart crushed at seeing his friend so upset and knowing there was nothing he could do about it. “Benny?” Talia whispered softly. He turned to look at her confused face. “Smalls and I, we’re together.” Benny murmured. “Not anymore!” Smalls cried. Benny sighed as he looked over at the sobbing boy. A gloomy expression washed over his features. “Why would you do all of this to him?” Talia murmured. “I don’t know! I-I was hurting so bad. I was so heartbroken over you and Smalls was just there. He took my mind off you I just, didn’t realize how deep I had gotten. Smalls, I’m so sorry.” Benny apologised. Smalls said nothing as he ran home and all Benny could do at that point was watch with a blank expression and a heavy heart as his friend ran home. "I'm such a fucking idiot!" Benny cried as he sat down on the curb and buried his head in his hands. Talia sat down next to him and they were both silent for a while. "You screwed up," Talia spoke softly, "everyone makes mistakes but you just have to handle it." She tried to make him feel better but didn't succeed. "You saw him, Talia. How am I gonna handle it now?" Benny sighed. "I'm only good at baseball, I'm good at talking to girls, not guys." He shook his head. "Talia placed a kiss on his cheek and took his hand in hers. "You'll figure it out. I promise. Smalls will forgive you eventually. You were his first friend when he got here and he can't stay mad at you for long, you know that." Benny shrugged. "I dunno about that now." He laid his head on her shoulder. "Why don't we just run away for a while?" She suggested. Benny looked up at her to see if she was joking but she was completely serious. "C'mon. There's actually one place I wanted to take you." Benny pulled her up and they held hands as they jogged to an abandoned car making factory. "My dad used to work here but they shut it down because of all the violations it had." Benny pulled her inside. "In the back, they have these old cars from early 1914, and it's always been my dream to have sex in an old car." Benny grinned. Talia giggled as a blush spread across her cheeks. Once they made it to the back room, Benny closed the door and brought her body close to his and captured her lips in a kiss. "I missed this." Benny murmured as he slid off her dress. His shirt soon followed. He led her to one of the old cars and opened the door for her. "Such a gentleman." She joked as she stepped inside. She pulled Benny in and he closed the door behind him as she laid him on top of him. "I love you." His heart stopped.

“Please Benny? Come with me.” Smalls begged. Benny chewed his bottom lip. He didn’t go to things like this and if he went with Smalls and he cuddled up on him – which he would – everyone would know that they were a couple. Smalls was big on PDA, kisses, hugs, hand holding and anything else he could think of. “Or we could just stay home tonight.” Smalls spoke in a suggestive voice as he sat on Benny’s lap. Smalls has been wanting Benny to fuck him but he didn’t want to go any farther than just oral. He wanted to like Smalls the way he liked him but that just wasn’t going to happen. “I guess I could go.” Benny spoke slowly as Smalls kissed his neck. “Really? You sure?” Smalls spoke with excitement. Benny nodded and Smalls kissed his lips. They laid back in Smalls’ bed and Benny wrapped his arm around the small boy as he cuddled up to him. “I love you, Benny.” Smalls spoke softly. That’s when Benny knew he had gotten in too deep. Smalls wasn’t just crushing on him, he loved him for God’s sake! Now what was he gonna do? ** The thing Smalls wanted him to go to was a school dance. This wasn’t Benny’s thing so he stood awkwardly in the corner with some red punch in a plastic cup. He only hoped that Smalls wouldn’t do anything to imply that they were together. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Talia with Brody. She was wearing a teal dress, her hair was curled, she was wearing white flats with no make up. She didn’t even have to try and she still looked beautiful to him. But she looked amazing tonight and she was too good for Brody. Why couldn’t she see that? “Hey, Benny.” A girl spoke in a seductive voice. Her long fingernails trailed over his red and black flannel. She looked okay, but nothing compared to Talia’s beauty. “I missed our little hook ups, and your lips.” She murmured as her face neared his. He saw Talia staring in their direction and he forgot about his boyfriend and kissed the girl. He didn’t even remember her name but Talia looked mad as they kissed. Benny threw what was left of his drink in the trash and let the girl drag him out onto the dance floor. After they danced, he walked over to an upset looking Smalls. He had his arms folded across his chest and he wore a sharp glare. “What’s the matter?” Benny asked. Smalls scoffed. Benny rolled his eyes as he realized what was stuck up Smalls ass. “We were just dancing. It’s not like we fucked.” Smalls sighed as his gaze softened. “I know. But I missed you.” Benny nodded. “I’m gonna go to the bathroom. I’ll be back.” He spoke before finding the double doors that lead to an empty hallway. He sighed and combed his fingers through his messy hair. “Brody! How could you do this to me?!” Talia shouted. Benny furrowed his brow and followed the sound of her voice. He turned the corner just in time to see Brody and Talia arguing and it looked like he had been cheating on her. He had lipstick smears all over his lips and hair was messy. His clothes were also a mess. How could someone cheat on her? Why would they? She’s perfect. “You hardly ever give me any! What else was I supposed to do?” Talia scoffed as tears rolled down her cheeks. “Screw you!” She cried. “I wish!” He yelled. He shook his head. “I’m so fucking done with you.” He turned on his heel and left with that. Talia slid down the wall of lockers and cried as she hugged her knees to her chest. It hurt Benny to see the girl he loved crying over a no good dick. He turned the corner and walked over to her. “Talia?” He asked softly. She looked up as her lip trembled. “You always deserved better.” He told her as he sat next to her. “I loved him.” She whispered. Benny nodded as more tears slid down her cheeks. “Yeah but..I love you.” Benny spoke softly. Talia looked up at him wide eyed. “You don’t have to lie to me to make me feel better.” Benny scoffed. “I do love you. It took you leaving me to realize it. But I do and I always have.” Talia smiled. “I had to, Brody said he’d get his friends and beat you if I didn’t.” Benny rolled his eyes. “I’d like to see him try.” They said nothing for a moment before Talia spoke up. “Do you really love me?” She questioned. Benny bit his lip and nodded. “I love you too.” She smiled. Benny grinned and leaned over, capturing her lips in a kiss. He missed this, the feel of her lips against his. When they pulled away, he noticed Smalls standing there with tears pouring out of his eyes. “Smalls.” Benny whispered. Smalls ran away before Benny had the chance to say anything. “Damnit!” He spoke as he quickly stood up. Talia stood to her feet too and followed Benny out into the street. “Smalls! Watch out!”

~•Chapter 6 It had been a week. A week since Talia had stopped talking to him. A week since he and Smalls and their first intimacy. Benny and Smalls are in a relationship now but it’s not open. Only their circle of friends know about it. Benny has no feelings for Smalls but he keeps his mind some what off Talia. He knows he’s being selfish but at this point he doesn’t even care. She walks around with him like he didn’t make her do this. He might be a player but he’s not dumb. She chose him over her and if that’s the way she wants it to be then so be it. But his heart hurts. It aches for her and it’s pissing him off. God, why her? He admitted to himself that he likes her and he wants her. Not just sexually. They were outside the school as kids flooded in and some stayed outside to talk with their friends. Smalls’ hand was holding Benny’s and he didn’t have a problem with it. He was sat on a picnic table while Smalls sat next to him and their friends sat on the two benches connected to the table. Smalls leaned over and captured Benny’s plump lips in a kiss. Benny closed his eyes as he kissed back. Their kiss lasted twenty seconds. It wasn’t like the kisses he shared with her, nothing sparked up inside of him, he didn’t want to make out with Smalls until his lips were numb and swollen. But it filled the void Benny felt inside of him. When Benny was with Smalls he wasn’t thinking of Talia. When Benny was alone he was thinking of her and it made him mad. He wanted to hit and break everything and everyone in sight. Their friends had no problem with them of course. They accepted them for who they are even though Benny is sure he’s not gay or bisexual. When Benny looked at Smalls the younger boy was blushing. Benny smiled to himself and bit his lip. He liked doing this to him. He wasn’t sure why but he enjoyed making Smalls feel the way he feels around him. Benny saw Talia, she was with him of course and it made him angry but he tried not to show it. Benny quickly let go of Smalls hand and placed it by his side when Talia looked over and he darted his eyes over. Benny could see the hurt look in his boyfriend’s eyes out of the corner of his. Benny felt bad of course but he doesn’t want her thinking he’s gay. Smalls and their friends walked into the building but Martian stayed behind with Benny. He gave him a sharp glare. “Benny, it’s obvious to me that you don’t have any feelings for Smalls. You have feelings for Talia. I just don’t know why you’re doing this to him. He really likes you. You’re worse than her.” He spat. Martin’s words were true which is why they didn’t hurt, why he didn’t fire back and why he felt guilty.

“There’s… there’s one more thing. Benny..I like you.“ Smalls bit his lip as he looked up at his stunned friend. Benny was silent for too long so Smalls simply climbed up into Benny’s lap and kissed him. It took a second before Benny put his hands on Smalls hips and pushed him slightly away from him. "Smalls,” Benny sighed. He looked into the eyes of the younger boy. He felt as if he was taking advantage of the thirteen year old and Smalls knew it. “Please, Benny.” Smalls whimpered. He was so scared of being rejected. He loves Benny and he hates seeing him hurt like this. Benny bit his lip. Did he want this? He didn’t and doesn’t have those kinds of feelings for his friend but for a split second his mind was off Talia. The last thing he wanted to do was to hurt one of his friends like this but there was no way in hell Talia even wanted him anyways. “Fuck it.” Benny mumbled. He placed his lips on Smalls’ and Smalls gladly kissed back. He wrapped his arms aroubd Benny’s neck before breaking the kiss. He placed kisses down the older boy’s neck. Benny licked his lips as a pant left them. Smalls had started to rut his hips into his. It was sloppy but it was pleasureable. Smalls discarded Benny’s baseball cap and now his flannel. Benny lifted his arms so the younger boy could remove his tank top. “Benny,” Smalls moaned out. Benny doesn’t have abs but Smalls was pleased by the sight before him. Smalls pushed him down so his back was flat on the bed. Smalls lifted his shirt over his head and threw it to the side. He started kissing Benny’s neck again and then he started going lower. “When’re your parents gonna be home?” Benny spoke breathlessly. “Not for hours.” Smalls mumbled. His lips closed around Benny’s right nipple. Benny’s right hand was combing through Smalls blonde locks as his eyelids fluttered closed. Smalls suckled softly on Benny’s nipple causing Benny to let out a content sigh. He could feel his dick hardening. Smalls then switched nipples. Smalls had to be enjoying this more than him. He had been dreaming about doing this to his friend for so long now. Smalls finally detached himself from Benny’s nipples all together and kissed down his stomach. Smalls sat on his heels and popped open Benny’s jeans button then unzipped them. Once they were off and out of the way, Smalls bent down licked Benny through his grey boxer briefs. Benny groaned and Smalls smiled. Benny looked fairly large and Smalls could only lick his lips in anticipation. Benny lifted his hips off the bed to help Smalls as he pulled his boxers off. Benny’s dick slapped his lower stomach and Smalls drooled. He licked a stripe from his balls to the tip. Benny groaned out as his right hand tangled itself in Smalls’ hair again. Once Smalls lips wrapped around the tip, Benny moaned, Talia long forgotten. He’s never wanted this kind of attention from a boy before but he sure as hell doesn’t want it to stop. Smalls took more and more of him in his mouth before he came back up and sucked a little on the tip. Before Benny knew it he was cumming. He moaned out Smalls name as his sperm shot down the younger boy’s throat. Benny panted heavily as his grip loosened on Smalls hair. Smalls crawled up to him and kissed his swollen lips. Benny kissed back. He had Smalls lay on his back as they kissed. He wanted to return the favor. Smalls laced his fingers in Benny’s dark and dirty hair. He never wanted this day to end. Benny slowly pulled away from Smalls lips to kiss down his neck to his chest. He took one nipple into his mouth while he tweaked the other. Smalls groaned out. He was painfully hard now. Benny was very experienced in making girls feel good so he was nervous about how this was going to go but he just acted confident. He kissed down Smalls chest and pulled his jeans off with his boxers. Smalls dick slapped against his lower stomach. He was smaller than Benny but not by much and Benny was definitely thicker than him. Benny slid Smalls into his mouth and started bobbing his head. Smalls moans and groans were telling him that he was doing it right. “Benny!” Smalls cried out as he came. Benny swallowed every last drop of cum that shot into his mouth. “Oohh.” Smalls sighed as Benny let go of his now limp dick with a small ‘pop’. Benny kissed Smalls, all his troubles were now forgotten. But he still had no feelings for the boy beneath him.

Talia found Benny at the Sandlot. She sucked in a breath. She had to do this even though she really didn’t want to. She didn’t wanna lose Benny as a friend but that is what was about to happen. When he noticed her, he said something to Smalls and jogged over to her. Sweat rolled down the sides of his face as his skin glistened with it under the light of the sun. “Talis, what’s wrong?” He asked, referring to her tear stained cheeks and red eyes. Her bottom lip trembled. “We have to talk.” Her voice was scratchy from the rawness of her throat. She had been sobbing so much that it actually hurt to talk. “We can’t be friends anymore, or friends with benefits.” Benny furrowed his brow in confusion. “Is it because of what happened to me the other night?” That was the only thing that could come to his mind at the moment. Why had she been crying anyways? Why was she saying this now? She pressed a kiss to his cheek before she left. Benny felt his heart break and he didn’t know why. He was too hurt to play baseball right now. Was it because she just grew tired of him? “Benny, what happened?” Smalls asked as he caught up to him. Benny had told the guys he didn’t want to play anymore and started for home. Benny shrugged and Smalls nodded. He knew his friend had fallen blindly in love. Now he was hurting. But what Benny didn’t know was that he had made the same mistake himself. “Benny, you wanna come over? My parents won’t be home for a while.” Benny nodded. They changed direction and started for Smalls house. Benny felt like he was actually gonna cry and that was a very strange feeling because he didn’t even feel that way when his dad beat him. When they made it to Smalls house, they went up to his room and watched TV for a while. Benny has been here thousands of times and Smalls family really likes him. They have family meals and actually ask the other how their day was. It was actually refreshing to be in a stable household. Smalls muted the TV after a while and sat up. Benny had been on the floor in front of the bed so he turned his head to the side to look at his friend. Smalls now sat at the edge of the bed and it was obvious that he wanted to talk. He patted the spot next to him and Benny forced himself from the ground and sat next to the smaller boy. He seemed to be nervous and was slightly shaking. “What’s up Smalls?” Benny asked softly. The younger boy sucked in a breath as he fiddled with his fingers. “Benny… I’m gay.” Smalls then looked up to the older boy and he gave him a soft smile. “That’s great, Smalls.” But that was only half of what he wanted to tell him. “There’s… there’s one more thing. Benny…I like you.”

~•Chapter 3 Benny winced as he cleaned his cuts and bruises. His father had drunkenly passed out on the floor of his parents room. He was just glad he had gotten Talia out in time. If she had been there when he’d walked in and the way things looked, he wouldn’t have stopped. He might have beaten her too. That’s why Benny spends so much time at the sandlot and at the park. He and his friends just haven’t been there —at the sandlot — lately because his friends parents don’t want them all going out that far. They always forget to call or text them to let them know they’re okay. Benny just doesn’t have to worry about things like that. If he doesn’t ever come home they wouldn’t even care. They hardly even notice when he’s gone. He threw the now bloody rag into his dirty clothes basket and laid down on his bed. He huffed and closed his eyes. His father had sprained his hand so he wouldn’t be playing baseball for a little while. It made him angry, he hated living like this. But at least a had a roof over his head. Tapping on his window caused his eyes to flutter open — not that he was asleep — and as he looked over he saw Talia sitting there on the tree branch in front of his window. He got up, unlocked it and opened it. Talia climbed inside as Benny stepped aside. She turned to look at him and bit his lip. Benny felt unmasculine under her gaze. She wrapped her arms loosely around him. “Benny,” she whispered softly. Benny wrapped his arms around her and placed his head in the crook of her neck. “Why didn’t you tell me this was happening?” Benny stayed silent. She only wanted to help but he didn’t want to talk about it yet, or ever. He didn’t want to show weakness in front of her, in front of his friends or the kids at school. Benny Rodriguez is tough, he’s a fighter, he’s not weak. That’s what Talia probably thought of him now, that he’s weak. “Do you want me to stay with you for the night?” She asked after a while. Benny wanted nothing more for her to stay, he wanted her to be in his arms when he woke and he doesn’t understand why. Regardless of his thoughts and feelings, he shook his head. “No, you should go home.” He sighed. He pulled away from their long embrace to see her nod her head. He kissed her lips softly, glad when she kissed back. “I’ll talk to you at school.” With another nod of her head, Talia climbed out the window and she was off into the night. He shut his window and locked it. He was cold now from having the window open so long. The night air was brisk and he had goosebumps on his skin. He climbed into bed but he couldn’t find it in himself to fall asleep.

“Who are you texting?” Brody’s voice startled me and I jumped. “Allison.” I lied quickly. Brody nodded as he ran his fingers through his blonde locks. “When are your parents gonna be home?” He asked as he toyed with my brown hair. I had to think for a moment, they both work different schedules but they’re usually home around the same time. “About four.” I informed. Brody grinned before taking his bottom lip between his teeth. His lips were plump and they felt good on my skin. “W-we can’t.” I immediately said, remembering the hickeys Benny had given me. They were all over my body and Brody would get seriously pissed to see them there where his mark should be. “Why?” He furrowed his brow. “I’m on my pierod.” I lied. He made a face and let go of my hair. “That’s gross.” He commented. I rolled my eyes. He could be so rude and insensitive at times and that was something I really hated about him. “Alright, I gotta go home. I talk to you tomorrow, babe.” He kissed my cheek and left with that. I sighed as I heard the front door close. As I looked at the time I decided to head over to Benny’s house early. He shouldn’t mind. I grabbed my phone and keys and made my way to his house. I used the spare key under the plant to get in. Benny’s parents are almost never home and when they are, they’re not nice to him. Well, his dad isn’t at least. His father is an alcoholic and his mother is almost always on drugs. Whenever I ask about it he shrugs and stays silent. I’ve only asked twice but now I figure if he wants to talk about it with me then he will. I walked up to his room and found him with water droplets running down the side of his face, running down his chest and disappearing into the white towel wrapped loosely around his mid-section. “Hey, Talia. Your bra is on my bed.” He spoke as his eyes captured mine. I gulped as I looked him over again before hearing him chuckle. “You’ve seen me wet and naked before.” He smirked as he dropped his towel. It was harder now than ever to keep my gaze on his eyes. I swiftly moved passed him to get my bra. I leaned over the bed and grabbed it and as soon as I stood up straight, I felt his heavenly lips on my neck. I tried to keep quiet and act as if I wasn’t enjoying it but we both knew that wasn’t the truth. “Stop, Benny. Brody and I are back together.” I whimpered. “I miss being inside you.” He whispered as his lips ghosted over my neck. His arms wrapped around my waist as he sucked another hickey into my skin. Resisting Benny Rodriguez isn’t an easy thing for a girl to do but finally I got out of his grasp. We stared at each other for a moment before the door downstairs slammed and both our heads snapped in the direction of his bedroom door. “Benjamin!” His dad slurred. It was obvious that he was drunk and the look on Benny’s face broke my heart. He looked so scared. “Go, out the window. Now.” He spoke sternly as he pulled on a pair of boxer briefs. “I can’t just leave you!” I protested. “Please, just go. Go!” I jumped back but quickly followed his orders. But before I was out the window, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his lips softly. The sound of heavy footsteps climbing the stairs broke us apart. “Hurry, go.” Benny whispered. I climbed out the window with my bra in my hand, onto the tree branch by his window before jumping down. I looked up and saw Benny’s back before hearing what sounded like a punch and then I saw Benny hunched over. I felt tears prickle in my eyes as he was removed from my line of vision.

“I don’t love you,” she told him softly as she slipped on his flannel and buttoned it up. “I know.” Benny nodded as he slipped on his white tank top. He wiped the sweat from the side of his face as he licked his lips, fucking her all over again but with his eyes this time. Even though she was a year younger than him — making her 14 — that didn’t stop him from even skipping out on playing baseball with his friends to get in bed with her. After that one night they had together, they both couldn’t get enough. Benny hadn’t lost his virginity to her that night, but there was something about her sex that just kept him coming back for more. She straddled his lap, wrapping her arms around his neck and she started playing with the baby hairs on the back of his head. His hands found their way to her waist as their lips connected. He never got tired of kissing her, her lips were always soft. He pulled away from their kiss to place his lips on her neck, kissing softly before biting down on the sensitive skin of her neck. She let out a small gasp and ground her hips into his making him groan against her. “Benny,” she moaned softly in his ear. It was like music to him every time she moaned. When she moaned his name all he wanted to do was hear it again and again. His eyes fluttered closed as the two thin pieces of fabric covering their most private parts rubbed against each other. He put one hand behind her, supporting her as his other unbuttoned his flannel she had stolen, but he wasn’t complaining. She wasn’t the skinniest, sure, but Benny liked her thickness. It’s not like she was exactly fat — no matter how many times she whined that she was — she just sparked this overwhelming feeling of lust in him. He took her left breast in his mouth and started softly suckling. She moaned above him as they continued to grind against each other. He slowly let go of her nipple with a soft ‘pop’ and turned to the other. She combed her fingers through his messy hair. Benny groaned around her nipple as he felt her cum, himself soon following after. They sat there for a moment, Benny still hadn’t detached himself from her breast yet, wanting to hear her whimper. “You’re so good to me, Benny.” Talia spoke out of breath. Finally, Benny let go of her nipple to rest his forehead against hers. He smirked before pecking her lips.