i am a monster, but i am never going to say i donât deserve these powers so long as iâm protecting the dead and the living from hurting each other.
i donât give a shit if you donât believe me, but seeing the calm and acceptance come over a personâs face when they learn their late husband is at peace and did love them to the end makes all the mistakes and shit iâve gone through worth it. breaking a poltergeistâs tether and having them remember the person theyâre attacking is a little girl is rewarding in itâs own rightÂ
so yeah. iâm a freak. i made a deal that i didnât entirely get a couple years ago, and then some latent shit in my blood made the people teaching me decide i needed to be put down. maybe i should be, idk. but it didnât happen and i have control now. iâll hurt anyone that thinks of touching my family and iâll kill those whom i think are abusing the dead. and you can see that as wrong. like you said in the beginningÂ
morality is just lines in the sand
So youâre saying that monsters deserve power? It donât matter if you choose to do good with it occasionally, a gun can protect loved ones but it still takes a life in the process. If you didnât give a shit about me believinâ you, you wouldnât be spending so much time tryina explain about how youâre a âfreakâ and âdont have any friendsâ and âmaybe needs to be put downâ. Speaking of- even you donât know if you should be put down! Does that not tell you something, that even against your natural will to survive and LIVE with causing all this hurt, your brain knows itâs not what you should be doing?Â
So youâre sayinâ that because the people that rightly tried to stop you failed, itâs okay to continue? Itâs okay to continue to hurt people, even if you have some good intention? If you had any care for the dead or living youâd refrain from interfering with natural order. Other people doinâ bad things donât mean you have the right to do âem too, so donât come runninâ to me about how youâre saving the world from the bad guys when youâre one of them yourself.Â
Of course itâs lines in the sand. But youâre standing ankle-deep, claiming sand donât exist and somehow you adhere to the lines that mean you deserve it, while stepping over the lines that tell you the exact opposite.Â
But please, go on about how youâre a freak and deserve mercy. The more you struggle to keep your head above this water, the more itâs clear youâre drowning.Â