These are some repostings from my earlier blog, starting in 2019.
Last summer, I came home from work one afternoon and found my two children (Amanda, 18 and Ben 16) in bed having sex. Ben was fucking Amanda doggy style. I didnât say anything at the time, I didnât think they saw me, and I was so shocked that I didnât know what to do.
The next day, Amanda told me that she suspected that I knew about her and Ben. She told me everything. That she had seduced Ben about a year earlier, and that they had been having sex ever since on a regular basis. Again, I was speechless with shock. All I could think of was to say I hoped they were taking precautions. Amanda assured me that they were and added that Ben was a wonderful lover. She said that she thought that I might like it too.
I told her no way was that going to happen. But Amanda just smiled and said I might change my mind. Â After that both kids seemed to be flirting with me every chance they got. Hey would bump up against me, grab a quick feel here and there.
A few days later, it happened. Amanda seduced me as I was getting ready for bed one evening. She quietly came into my bedroom as I was getting undressed, walking up behind me and putting her arms around me. Her hands cupped my breasts through my bra, as she nuzzled my neck. I wanted to push her away, but it had been so long since I had anyone hold me like that, the feelings of desire overtook me. We were soon in bed together naked.
I had been with other women before, but my darling daughter has a real talent for sex with another woman. She knew how a woman wants to be touched, kissed and licked. And I did my best to return the favor. We spent the night making love then falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
A couple of days after that, Ben and I had sex together. Amanda was right, he was a wonderful lover. He looks so much like his late father. And he is just as good as his father was at making me come multiple times in bed.
Amanda and I were both on the pill, so I didnât think pregnancy was a real danger when this whole thing started. But, that wasnât exactly the case.
Last fall, I had a sinus infection that my doctor gave me antibiotics for. She told me that it could affect the effectiveness of birth control pills. So, If I was having sex, I should take extra precautions.
When Ben wanted to fuck me during the time that I was taking the antibiotics, I told him to wear a condom to be safe. He didnât like it but said he would do that. Something went wrong however, either Ben decided one time not to wear one, or it leaked. The next month, I missed my period. A week later I took a pregnancy test, and it came out positive.
I am now about 2 months pregnant with my sonâs baby. Ben and Amanda are overjoyed at the news, but I needed a lot of time to figure out how I felt.
When I started this more intimate relationship with my children, I had no one I could really talk to about it. By chance tough, I started up with a book club with some women who live in Wisconsin and just across the river in Minnesota. One of those women, named Sarah turned out to share my secret, she had figured out that we had this thing in common.
As I talked to her over time she mentioned that she had met other people like us through social media sites like Tumblr and MeWe. She said that she had been taking a break form them after getting kicked off those sites. But she thought there might be some of the people like her still on those sites. She told me I could try it if I liked and gave me some names to try looking up.
So her I am, looking for new friends who share my lifestyle.
I wrote in my first entry that I discovered my two children were having sex with each other. After the initial shock wore off, and I understood that they were practicing safe sex, I asked them why and how it started. I decided that freaking out and forbidding them form doing it was not going to work.They told me that it started a few months after their father died. We had all been devastated with grief, we all tried to help each other, but there were times I was so overwhelmed with dealing with financial issues, the insurance company, and a lawyer who wanted us to sue the trucking company of the driver that hit and killed David. When I could not be there for Amanda and Ben, they turned to each other for emotional comfort.Ben was just turning 13, Amanda was 15, both of them adored their dad and he adored them. Amanda had always been the typical big sister, and sort of became a second mother to Ben. There was a night that Ben said he needed someone to give him a hug, but saw I was going through a load of financial papers, so he said he didnât want to disturb me (not that it would have). So instead he went to Amandaâs room and asked her if he could stay with her a while. Amanda said yes, and Ben got into bed with her. They both said there was nothing sexual about that time, they just hugged each other and cried a little. But they each said it made them feel better. So, over a few weeks they spent more time together like that, just getting comfort from each other.Amanda told me that one night, maybe a month or so after they started, she felt Ben get an erection. She said at first, she thought it was funny, but didnât want to laugh and embarrass Ben. But Ben said he realized Amanda knew, was really embarrassed and apologized. Amanda, playing the worldly-wise big sister said it was no big deal, that happens to guys. But she was also kind of turned on that a guy would react to her that way, even if he was her own brother.Ben told me that he started to realize then too, how sexy his big sister was. Amanda had developed quickly, had her first period at 12, and had been wearing a bra since she was 13. Then, from what they told me, over the next few weeks, they began to touch each other, learning how the other reacted and how exciting it was to get a positive reaction from the other. Amanda told me âBen would touch my tits, and eventually worked up the courage to touch my pussy. I told him it felt niceâ. Ben told me âthe first time Mandy touched my cock; I almost came right there in her handâ.It soon progressed in time to kissing, Ben fingering Amanda to an orgasm, and Amanda stroking Benâs cock until he came.It went on like that until the night of Amandaâs 16th birthday. We had celebrated it as a family with their grandparents. It was one of the first times we had fun together as a family since their dadâs accident. What I didnât know was that Amanda had in mind another gift from her brother. Â Amanda had gotten some condoms from an older friend of hers, she said she had had a few hookups with some boys, and girls form school, but had still technically been a virgin. Ben certainly was. But that night after I had gone to bed, Amanda went to Benâs room and told him they werenât going to be virgins any longer.She got into his bed, stoked his cock a little, she said it didnât take long. Ben had been fingering her, then Amanda helped Ben put on the condom. She laid back on his bed and helped guide him into her.They both told me that they werenât sure what they should do at first, but just did what seemed right. Ben started fucking his siter, her moans letting him know he was doing it right. Amanda said since Ben had worked on holding off from coming in their earlier play, he was able to hold out until she came. He said he came that time harder than he ever did before.And so, it went on after that night. Hey each had some experiences with others, but Ben said Amanda was the best, and Amanda said the same about Ben. When Amanda turned 18, she got a prescription for birth control pills, and Ben has been fucking her bareback ever since.Â
I will write about how I got involved later.
I wrote earlier about finding my children, Ben and Amanda having sex. Then about how Amanda seduced me. I did write about then having sex with Ben, and his eventually making me pregnant with his child. But I thought I should write more about the first time with Ben.
It was a little over a week after I first found Ben and Amanda in bed together, and a few days after Amanda and I made love for the first time. I had been getting hints from Ben that he wanted to fuck me. Â Sly grinning looks when he was around me, showing more affection by turning casual mother-son hugs into longer embraces, and making sure I felt his erection when he hugged me by pushing his hips against me.
When I first found my children having sex, memories came back to me about an older male cousin of mine. When I was a teenager, I developed a huge crush on him, having grown up together, combined with raging hormones once I began puberty. I donât know if he ever had a clue about how I felt about him, and we never did anything. But I remember having an erotic dream or two about him. I sometimes wondered what I would have done if he had made any kind of move.
Also, seeing my children in bed together made me realize how grown-up they had become. And how much like his late father David, Ben was becoming. I didnât get a real good look at Benâs cock as he was fucking Amanda, but I had the impression that he took after his father in that way too. David always made me happy.
So, one evening, it was a Friday last August, I decided I had gone too far to back out, and should give in to feelings that had been ignited in me. I put on a negligee I hadnât worn in years, that had been a favorite of Davidâs, some perfume; and walked to Benâs bedroom. I knocked gently on his door, opened it and walked in.
Ben was sitting up in his bed with earbuds in, listening to music on his phone, a sheet over the lower half of his body, nothing on top. As he looked over to me, taking out his earbuds, he grinned and said âhey Mom, whatâs up?â. Looking at him I flashed back to the time I last saw his father alive, he looked so much like him.
I walked over to his bed saying âI think we both know what we want to doâŚâ. Ben grinned again and pulled aside the sheet covering him, he was wearing just a pair of boxers, and slid over to one side of his bed. I got into his bed beside him. I stroked his face looking into his eyes. âYouâre so much like your father, honey. I loved him so much, and I love youâ I told him.
Ben put a hand up to the side of my face and said âI love you too Mom. I know Dad would have wanted you to be happy, and taken care ofâ. Then he kissed me gently on my lips.
I put my arms around him and kissed him back, deeper. We began kissing harder, our lips parting and tongues meeting. Our hands ran over each otherâs bodies as we laid side by side in his bed. Soon my negligee and his boxers were off and tossed on the floor.
That first time, we quickly went to just Ben fucking me, we were both so excited by the forbidden nature of our actions, that he was instantly hard, and I was quickly wet. OMG, Amanda taught him well. Being well endowed like his father combined with learning how to please a woman from his sister made that first time wonderful. I came twice before Ben came inside me.
Afterward, we lay on his bed breathing hard and holding each other. I told him that he was just as good as his father had been, and he told me I was better than Amanda. Â After we had both recovered, we made love again, this time slower and with foreplay. I sucked his cock and Ben ate my pussy. Amanda taught him well in that regard too.
We spent the night together in his bed, and enjoyed another quick fuck in the morning before going to have breakfast.
At breakfast, it was clear from the smirk on Amandaâs face that she knew what had happened. And her smile let us know she approved.
