❝ — catalogue of modern mistakes

ryan, absolutely scared shitless: 

Me, an intellectual:

‘ a writer has the EMPTY page where he can set the scene. he puts the actors on the stage, or on the movie screen. the characters all say the words the writer wants to hear. and then, my friend, a happy end. but when the writer steps outside that room where he is K I N G, he can’t control when lives c o l l i d e, or what the lovers sing. and so, he HIDES behind his words; the one place he belongs. and in black and white, he can rewrite the wrongs. ’

‘ a writer has the EMPTY page where he can set the scene. he puts the actors on the stage, or on the movie screen. the characters all say the words the writer wants to hear. and then, my friend, a happy end. but when the writer steps outside that room where he is K I N G, he can’t control when lives c o l l i d e, or what the lovers sing. and so, he HIDES behind his words; the one place he belongs. and in black and white, he can rewrite the wrongs. ’

i have a small issue, though. being low income, i’m struggling to come up with the rest of my tuition costs. even with FASFA and the few scholarships i’m qualified for, i still need to come up with the other half of my tuition. it’s a pretty big feat since my mom who is the only one working right now. and none of us exactly have this much money sitting around. 

i’m normally not a fan of taking my issues online like this, but i can’t put my mom in debt just so i can go to school. she already does so much for our family of four (soon to be five because my sister is pregnant) with her limited resources, which is why i’m here. i’ve started a gofundme here where you could make a lovely little donation if you’d like. honestly if each follower i had donated 10 dollars, i’d have all the money i needed. i know everyone is going through something and i’m no one different, but i need all the help i can get right now. 

ILYSM: I Love You So Much