to be honest, I forgot about you, I wanted to leave you behind, I wanted to let you go to protect myself I wanted to …. damn I wanted to have you. I have just seen so much and I read felt and gave and I wasn't myself completely and I gave what I could in my tank, in my cup, I gave and showed a side that was a little unpleasing
I wasn't satisfied, I wasn’t pleased with right now, I wasn’t here, But God put me here to love it here… he done so much, he gave so much .. Lord what else can you not do?? he humbles me took my pride, my ego my life in the spirit to the next level, open my eyes as I deny my flesh, he showed me that things are beyond what I put a cap on
break out of the box, I kept myself in, limited my heart from breaking but came a transform and showered me with his love, he took me to the most real journey I never thought I would see with these fresh pair of eyes, see so many dead people living and living people dead, weres the jolt? I ask myself Lord set a fire in my soul, I can gain no more if I don’t know how to let go
let go of a burden was heavy and I didn't know I could let go and just bring me home, I need air because things are overtaking and driving me to a place that I ask Lord take the wheel because I don’t know how to drive yet, I don’t know where I’m going but you do so take me there, because here I know this is not the home. it steals what God has given me but that’s not possible what God has for you is for you and there's nothing NOTHING and no one that can’t take that away
sacrifice, give away, I give myself away, I’m a living sacrifice, sacrifice to live a new life a new exchange transformed life. because this can’t be it. there is more and I want to experience it. I want to give myself to it because I know God is in it so there's no losing when God is in it, you deny, you die, you sacrifice, just to live the life that's full of life and experience —- thank you enjoy because God is here
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