strade

I genuinely struggle when I perceive certain people as weaker than me or more vulnerable than me. I don't know if it's sadism, but something pushes me to become gross, become weird, take advantage of them, traumatise them, etc. I like having power over people and I'm obsessed with crushing others especially if they let me.

Y'all always be talking about how it's so hard to comfort people when you have aspd, that's the most wrong shit I've ever seen. Comforting people also falls under the masking so you can actually pretend to comfort easily, neurotypicals are the easiest people to fold ever. Just say some sweet bullshit words and they're all happy. The worst thing about aspd is nobody is able to comfort ME because I know they're just lying so I'd stfu and leave them alone. Those sweet words or hugs mean absolutely nothing to me.

I love disappointing everyone, I love not being what people would expect of me. I love getting hated on. I love it when people try to plot against me just to fail in most pathetic ways. I love manipulating them into underestimating me. I love hurting them and their stupid little feelings.

No girl youre not “gross and perverted obsessed and deranged have existed for years but very little has changed” just because youre into cnc😭

this is like the most vanilla thing lol. let's talk about some REAL perverted things.