Guys you have no idea how frustrated I am. I'm looking it up on YouTube an everything, but no matter how hard I try, my abs won't work. After every ab workout, my neck, back, and hips hurt like crazy, but not my abs. Do I need a personal trainer or what? Xoxo Kaylin

I need to stop eating out of nerves! I have an audition this Friday, and every time I think about it I go to the kitchen and eat some candy. Someone force me to stop please. Xoxo Kaylin

Soooo frustrating. Just did a bunch of ab exercises, and besides the crunches, I felt it basically everywhere in my body except my abs! Either I'm doing them totally wrong, or my abs are just so weak that the rest of my body does the exercises for them, and my abs never strengthen. Can anyone help a sista out? Xoxo Kaylin

Just ran an 8:11 mile. My mile time never really changes because I only run on the treadmill.... Maybe I should push myself harder. I usually run at least 5x a week, and I always either run a mile or if I have time I find a treadmill workout online to do. Those are fun and I sweat sooo much!

Drinking like 3 glasses of water before bed because I remembered that that's what healthy people do and I literally haven't had a sip of water all day. Also, I just sent myself pics of my stomach to use as before pics WHEN I have abs :) Really gonna do it this time. Xoxo Kaylin

Just did 140 squats (40 of them with lateral leg lifts) 100 crunches 50 of these things where you lie on your stomach and lift your legs 30 sec plank Because I wanted to actually record something on here haha :) I love these kinds of things. I also did some this morning, but I didn't do any cardio today because I'm getting over a sickness and need to rest for my math test tomorrow. I especially love leg and butt exercises because I have a very strong lower body, but I have super weak abs so I never work them, despite the fact that they're what I want. I guess I should change that. Hmmm. Well I'm gonna go to bed. Even though I feel really gross and bloated from eating that garlic bread! Night night. Xoxo Kaylin

I'm ok at eating clean at home (candy is my weakness though), but at work I seriously trip up. We all go to the gas station together and stock up on like chips and pop, or we go out to eat and I end up stealing someone's fries, or we all go to the ice cream shop together. Lately I've been getting Naked smoothies at the gas station (but pop is so much cheaper), but how can I resist when my friends like "Wanna split an ice cream with me?" that's the worst! Even when I pack healthy snacks for the day, stocking up on sweet treats at the gas station is part of my daily ritual and it's difficult to let go. Anyone else have this problem? Xoxo Kaylin

I have this obsession with being the absolute best, which could be a bad thing, but so far in my life it's done nothing but motivate me. Anyway, I never ever wear a bikini because I don't have abs (and my stomach hangs out a little) and I don't want any of my friends to have a better body than me. That's one reason I wanna get fit: so that I can look good in a bathing suit!