i’m a mess but i’m the mess that you wanted i’m literally just a mess

everyone talks about “why she disappeared” but they never talk about “if you’re anything like me,” the poem in which taylor revealed her greatest insecurities while relating them to her wide audience. this poem shows us so much about taylor and her personality. in this essay i will

THIS IS LOUD

eyes open was written for the hunger games soundtrack but it’s so relatable to real life????? what the fuck???? everybody’s waiting for you to break down everybody’s watching to see the fallout?????? she literally predicted receipt/takedown culture in 2011 she is truly amazing…..i’m not done! yesterday we were just children playing soldiers just pretending dreaming dreams with happy endings :( i know :( now we’ve stepped into a cruel world where everybody stands up and keeps score??????????? she is so fucking SMART!!!!!! the whole second verse is literally a birdseye view @ her life!!!! the BRIDGE? keep your feet ready! heartbeat steady! keep your eyes open! keep your aim locked! the night grows dark! keep your eyes open! like? ok literally WHATEVER you say taylor i’m on it

Tis the season 🎄

2018 you were a journey. I’ve learned, I’ve lost, and I’ve gained so many lessons and friendships. It’s been hard but I’m ready for a new chapter in my life. 2019 please please be kind to me for awhile.

whenever anyone mentions that they were talking abt me I get this weird but kind of comforting feeling that I exist to a person outside of our own relationship,, like?? u talked abt me??? u thought of me when I wasn’t there????? i exist to u when I’m not around????!!!!!!?

A mood