Sometimes Sirius thought he started with violence and would end with it.
It was the beginning and the grand finale of all things. Something rooted so deep inside of him, flowing through his veins, inseparable. The first cause and the last breath.
He didnât mind it, at the beginning. After all, when you were borned and raised in darkness, the light is terrifying. It burns your eyes out, eats your flesh and bone, strips you naked and clenches your wild face in a tight grip, not allowing you to look away from your sheer ugliness.
Look at what you are. What have you done? Itâs ugly, itâs rotten and itâs you .
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