- ̗̀ i've lost my brain cells ̖́-

i love that sylus encourages you to be greedy. as someone who feels so much shame with wanting attention or interaction, it lowk kinda heals smth in me. i was often ignored as a child (sry about the trauma dump lore LOL) so having sylus basically telling us to be as needy as we want is lovely for me. i often fear that someone may turn away if i am not exactly to their liking. but with sylus, i feel like i could talk my head off for hours and he’d actually listen to me. or like i could hug him at random times and he’d just give me a quick kiss before going back to whatever he was doing. sit on his lap at any time of day and he’d find it endearing instead of bothersome. i could feel like i’m free for once and not being annoying or needy or like i’m playing a role.

FUCKKK