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too much self reflection is not a good thing honestly. go outside and plant a garden and then cook yourself a homemade dinner then mop the floors and change your sheets and take a hot shower then you won’t care so much

#if you’re overthinking it you need input from an outside source #and not necessarily on the topic #just a conversation or a story or a song or a hug or some sunlight #overthinking is a symptom of loneliness

enemies to lovers but its just me and my brain

me thinking about my past self: you did what you could bestie, let’s leave it in the past

being alone in a public restroom is like i own this place and then someone else walks in and it’s like get out of my fucking house

having someone who is very patient and understanding with you, even on your hard days, is my form of a pure love language.

Sometimes I wonder what my purpose in life is. Why do I have to keep on living and who am I fighting for? But whenever i thought of this, I just remind myself that there are sick people especially cancer patients willing to go through worse just for another chance. Maybe they can see something that I’ve blinded myself to. Maybe, there’s more into life

healthy coping mechanism are so boring like bitch I don’t want to color I want to do drugs

A guest just came by my front desk and said “it’s my husband’s birthday today, make sure you say happy birthday when he comes down!” and I love it so much it reminds me of that post that’s like “if I was dating just some guy I would hype him up so much I would walk in and say here comes the most specialist boy make sure you clap and cheer when he comes in or I’ll blow this whole building up” you know that post, but it literally just happened to me in real life.

Update: they just came back in from eating dinner at a local restaurant I recommended, and I asked the specialist boy in the world how his Special Birthday Dinner was and what he got to eat, and he began to gush about this lasagna he had, and in the background I saw the wife nod in approval that I had acknowledged her Most Specialist Boy’s birthday.

‪You have to let yourself be honest and vulnerable in order to heal. You can’t run away and hide. Be who you are. Accept and love yourself when your feeling both strong and weak. We all go through cycles. It’s natural. It’s ok.‬

Speak things into existence but don’t announce them to everyone

stoner dracula. i want to smoke your blood.

august is like the sunday night of summer