Why? Because it's Max

what do you mean?

Was alright. Im back in Canada now.

I can't live like this anymore. So many have called me a monster, spread that I should be feared. I'm not going to fight them anymore. I can play along, I can be good. The Monster is Real. Now is the time to run.

Getting there. I endure.

Better than pouring everything into someone who's stuck in the past.

Her name is Ellie, and she saved my life. I was stuck in quite a few pointless cycles, and I was driving myself to my death putting so much effort into them. She got me out, she showed me what it feels like to be loved, and out of everyone else she's the only person to show me that I am a priority.

To everyone who ever said I'd always be alone: Fuck you. I'm getting married.

If things have changed then you are obviously making progress. Like I said: Choice. If you are choosing to give up even though things have changed, you are Deciding to be weak, and thus I have no pity for you.

It isn't about strength it's about Choice. You Choose to give up. You Choose to not be good enough to continue. You Choose to focus on the negative and Force the positive out of your life. You're plenty strong enough. You're just still making the wrong choice.