The Master of This Castle

Kitty: [seen]

Kitty, 5 minutes later: I can do it for him 'cause he doesn't make me feel like shit about myself.

Kitty: And you don't know shit about my relationship or what made me start it.

Kitty: And you don't know shit about me.

Kitty: Okay?

Puck: And just like that, you take something small and blow it up into something huge as fuck. Just like a fucking chick to take ONE FUCKING WORD, like 'lame' and make it about the entire fucking universe being against you.

Puck: Hey, remember like 5 fucking minutes ago when you were saying you could be chill and could trust you to talk to about my shit? And remember when I said not to get ahead of yourself? So funny how instant that gratification was.

Puck: So why is it that you can change everything and try so fucking hard for one person, but not for someone else? What have I ever done to you that's made ME not worthy of you being a fucking human being, but you're able to drop everything about yourself you used to brag about for him?

Kitty: ...Nice story?

Kitty: I think Marley's lame because she's boring.

Kitty: It doesn't say anything about his character.

Kitty: I'm not gonna list all the things about him that make me so nuts, because quite frankly, it's none of your business. But yes. He is very good in bed.

Puck: Didn't say it did. Just said I thought he was lame. The things you think about him doesn't say anything about the way I do. Works both ways.

Kitty: Don't be a dick.

Kitty: And plus, when he and I hang out, it's a little different from when you guys would hang out.

Puck: What? No one here even fucking knows him because he doesn't talk to anyone or do anything. It's like when you're not talking about him, he doesn't even exist. He's worse than Quinn.

Kitty: Don't take it personally, I never listen to anyone.

Kitty: He's all I think about most of the time. Work's becoming a drag because I just want to go back and see him. It's so lame.

Kitty: Yeah, I'm not gonna take a pledge of abstinence to prove a point.

Kitty: I'm trying my best. The thing is, I'm terrified of him hurting me, so it makes me scared to hurt him. I've stopped flirting, I've stopped posting revealing photos, I've stopped sleeping around, for god's sake. I want to be a good girlfriend to him. I really do, I care about him so much and he makes me so happy and I don't want to let him down.

Puck: Who said anything about abstinance? I swear you only half listen to me sometimes.

Puck: No. Fuck 'sometimes.' All the time.

Kitty: Hey, it's a work in progress. I actually stayed over at his for two nights in a row the other week and it was fine. I'm getting there.

Kitty: Oh my god, that was one time and I apologized.

Puck: I'm just saying, kit; you gotta actually /not/ do something and make real progress before you can start bragging. That's all.

And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now, nowI'm gonna paint you by numbers and colour you inIf things go right we can frame it and put you on a wallAnd it's so hard to say it but I've been here beforeNow I'll surrender up my heart and swap it for yours

Kitty: Well, that was Finn. You couldn't have done that. The thing about Finn, is that he makes me feel safe to do this. He makes me feel like I could be okay with something long-term. I sometimes feel like I could fall in love with him one day.

Kitty: Wow, really don't tell anyone I just said that.

Kitty: Brag to me. I won't mention it to anyone, it's just that your blue balls are really stressing me out and I'm gonna want to congratulate you.

Puck: Yet you don't wanna stay at his house more than a day in a row and you're questioning your every move. You make NO sense. But good for you.