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jonghyun: is there anyone, from our blue night family, that is crying alone?

not crying of pity, but asking, “why am i living like this?” is there anyone that is feeling uselessly sentimental and guilty? 

don’t be like that. i hope you think those bitter days of crying alone are the most beautiful days of your life. you’ll realize with time that your life is actually, pretty alright. i promise you. i’ll write you a guarantee! 

the most beautiful thing in the world is right now, this moment, you. don’t ever forget. 

as many of you have heard by now, hoya has come to the decision that he will not be renewing his contract with woollim entertainment. this is a shock to many fans, including myself and i know you are all going through a lot of emotions right now and that is completely normal. i understand and i am sure a lot of fans understand as well. but despite this, i have chosen to respect his decisions and will continue to support both hoya and infinite. i know many of you are going through a lot of emotions right now but i hope you all will be able to respect his decisions and understand that it took a lot for hoya to come to his decision. we were all well aware that he was going through some issues and it took a really big toll on him. howon took his time to think through his decisions and made them based on what he believed was best for him. i don’t think anyone else is in a valid position to prove anything different from this. 

hoya is someone who adores and cherishes both infinite and his fans so much so i am begging you all not to leave any sort of negative comments for him and instead, send him words of encouragement and support. he needs it now more than ever and as a fan, i think this is something we can fulfill. i know this is heartbreaking for us all to accept but rather than focusing on what’s happening now, i really hope we’re all able to remember the past memories they shared together. watching howon grow as an artist and as a member of infinite along with the rest of the members was one of the best things they could have given to me as a fan and i will never take that for granted. this is very hard for me to accept too but we’ve got to start somewhere. individuals branch off to find their own selves and seek what they’ve been patiently waiting for. 

i am beyond thankful for all the happiness, laughter, strength and tears of joy you have given to not only me but to inspirits all around the world. i love you hoya, and i will continue to love and support both you infinite with all of my heart.