devastating bliss

I have never been as disappointed in myself for doing something as much as I am for writing this. I'm terrible. I'm sorry.

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Where everything is the same, except that sebastian is gay and was secretly dating Human Vincent, whom he was madly in love with. But the latter betrayed his lover’s trust and in order to become the next king he had to cut off Sebastian’s wings as a proof that he had killed him. Both broken hearted and betrayed, Sebastian turns from a good fairy to a demon, consumed by pain and revenge after hearing the news of Vincent’s wedding to princess Rachel and their awated baby, he decides to curse newborn Ciel. Over the years Sebastian had kept an eye on Ciel and watched him grow, as the three good faries, Meyrin, Bard and Finny took care of him. He secretly protected him from harm, and without noticing he started to like the little boy. When he reached his 13s Ciel started to wonder about the secret dark icy world that was behind the woods, so he decided to discover it himself. There he met Sebastian, or his “Fairy godfather” as he’d like to call him. Ciel told Sebastian that he’s grateful for he has been there watching over him his whole life. The demon was not expecting Ciel to be that sweet and to consider him as his protector,but he did not mind it, actually without admitting it he was liking it. As days passed, Sebastian was growing fond of the boy, and from trying to destroy his life he was actually trying to undo the spell. That is when Ciel met princess Elizabeth,who fell for his charms instantly. Sebastian did not like her at first but thought maybe she is his Last hope. As the fairytale claimed, a true love’s kiss may undo the spell. But that’s how Sebastian cursed Ciel, because to him true love does not exist, for that is what Vincent taught him. Upon his 16th birthday, Ciel learned he was cursed by his fairy godfather, both sad and disappointed he heads to his father’s castle only to be welcomed coldly because “he looks like his dead mother”.He was locked in his room, when the spell started to hypnotize him. Meanwhile Sebastian kidnapped lizzy and headed to the castle but it was too late. There layed, a cursed Ciel, drifting in a long sleep that seemed like death. While lizzy was trying to kiss Ciel, Sebastian wondered, if this works then it means she is his true love! And that thought did not appeal to him one bit. Unfortunately, it did not work! Sebastian was left with sleeping Ciel, crying and admitting that he had stolen what was left of his dark heart. And without thinking he leaned in and gave him a sweet kiss. Then immediately left the room because guards where looking for him everywhere. when Ciel woke up he found lizzy and thought she was the one that saved him. So he decided to marry his so called true love. But something inside of him was telling him that all of this is wrong, he does not love lizzy in a romantic way, it is sebastian who he loves, also when he was bewitched , he felt sebastian’s lips against his, he heard his apology and he felt his regret! But maybe all of this is just an illusion, after all he was enchanted and he can not deny that Sebastian was the one that cursed him and caused his father’s death too. The day of the wedding, Sebastian decided to confront Ciel with the truth. While guests gathered to celebrate the young king and his bride Sebastian, the most feared demon in all the kingdom made his appearance. He sarcastically greeted the guests then looked at Ciel and told him he belongs to him. He told him that he was the one that saved him. Ciel asked him why he did not stay by his side when he woke up, so, the demon told him that Elizabeth was the one that called for the guards. That is why he had to run. But Vincent, insisted on chasing him so he fell from a broken window and died, as he ran after Sebastian who turned into a crow and flew away. Now that everything made sense, Ciel hugged his lover and theykissed again, but this time he was awake and could feel everything. Ciel found Sebastian’s wings in his father’s old dusty room and gave them back to his partner, both they unified the kingdom of humans and this of fairies. Of course we have to mention that they lived happily ever after or it wouldn’t be a fairytale would it. This is my gay fairy tale, for true love does indeed exist, in various forms.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh You’re my daddy!  (￢ ω ￢)

(I'll try to do more if I come up with them but they kiss at some point anyways.)

They got pretty tipsy in Sebastian's apartment, confessed to each other, and kissed. They didn't remember it in the morning though.

yana is an author who writes fucked up shit. we are a fandom that enjoys fucked up shit, and we produce our own fucked up shit. if you came into the kuro fandom expecting cutesy sfw vanilla fics with zero conflict, then im starting to wonder if we read the same manga here.

I’m so proud of this!

a little warm up drawing

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