I never really wanted to believe that we were officially over. It sucked knowing we went from calling each other by our first names, to calling each other âbabeâ, to not even talking at all. But shit happens, people change, and things change. Sigh, I want to thank you for staying by my side, as long as you possibly could, because I know im hard to handle. Thank you for having faith in me, believing in me, and motivating me. Thank you for the little arguements weâve had because now, I have learned to look at things differently, with a new perspective. We settled down a tad to fast, but I wonât deny the way I feel about you. Iâll remember when weâd make promises to eachother, and ill remember each of them. Iâll remember those day when youâd come home, and tell me a shit ton of different stories about how your day went, and iâll remember doing nothing but smiling saying, âI canât believe heâs mineâ. Or was. But to be quite honest with you, im not to sure about how I feel about anything anymore. All we did was fight, because of personal reasons. You know, things get hard all the time, and life isnât supposed to be easy, but even when it hits that point, you shouldnât give up. But thatâs exactly what you did. You gave up. Its okay though. Iâll do as you say, and keep my head up. Why? Because even though youâre gone I knew, âWhen I first saw you, you took my breath away. When you first talked to me, I couldnât think. When you asked me out, I couldnât respond. When you touched me, I got shivers all through my body. And when we first kissed, I floated away in my dreams. Itâs magic each time we hold each other, each time we cuddle, and each time we kiss. I feel goosebumps all over again. I never want to let you go for fear of losing you, so I just hold on a little bit tighter each day, refusing to let go. You will never know the warmth I feel inside me when Iâm with you. Youâre all I ever wanted.â
You left, but I havenât, im still here, always will be, I promised you âforeverâ, remember?
 If you believe that well cross paths again later in life, then thats perfectly, fine. I wonât hold you back from anything. Because now I can thank god for even leading you to me. Whatever would make you happy, is fine by me.  But if we donât, I want you to know that I hope youâre future girlfriend/wife, makes you happy. But one more thing, donât forget to invite me to your wedding. Iâd still want to see you smile, knowing youâre happy.
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