50 degree curve vs normal spine

SO.

AUGUST 14TH: go to hotel near hospital, clean down back and self every night thoroughly to prevent infection

AUGUST 15TH - 16TH: repeat 14th and prepare for august 17th

AUGUST 17TH: surgery for scoliosis, will take up to 5 - 10 or so hours, i might end up permanently paralyzed, unsure of outcome, be sure to cut hair or tie up hair so it doesn't get in the way of the surgeons work

AUGUST 18TH - 19TH: remain in hospital so it has time to heal, if something happens the hospital can help

AUGUST 20TH: return home and rest

TW/CW FOR AN ED.

i want to gain weight

i eat and eat and eat and eat

nothing is gained

not a sjngle ounce

it onoy gets lost

i only get skinnier

i want ti gain weight

ut effects me mentally yet theres no name for it

i clearly have some form of an eating disorder and theres no name for it

maybe im just crazy, im crazy and mental

i know i have an eating disorder

i know i do

i must gain weight

yet it wont ever be gained

no matter how much i eat

i need to eat more and more

there isnt a name for it so i mjst be crazy

i am crazy

i am the only person with this disorder

why doesnt it have a name

GendER ENVH GENDER ENCY GENDER ENVY GENDER ENVY GENDER ENVY

-vinny/vox