There Is Nothing Here

We had so much in common..I thought we would be so good together. We have the same taste in so many things. We did so much together either with friends or just us…why did you choose someone else..I know I’m not pretty at all..I know I’m not talented and I’m just an ugly book with a shitty story..but..why couldn’t I have a chance. I felt like you liked me first way before I started liking you. Then you rejected me..we stopped talking then we talked some more, hung out and shared so many memes..and yet you choose her..I don’t blame you..she’s pretty and seems sweet..why would you not choose a gemstone? I’m just a fossilized pile of shit..I get why you didn’t choose me but..you didn’t even give us a chance. And all I feel is blame in muself and hatred for her though I never met her and never will..I will not be there for your guys party or even wedding if you have it. Although I know as soon as I leave you’ll forget me. They always do.

Some say you can still faintly hear Dagoth Ur calling out for his lover- Friend! He’s best friend! Yep! Nerevar his best friend! Nothing more!