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I know my content and upcoming ones are mostly jokes. But I really could gush all day at how extraordinary cool MidnightMare writes the ppt characters, their interactions, and character identity! Got me like goofy smiling over John(Player) trying to be a supportive mentor/adult to the Prototype and others. I love parental bonding and the only (ongoing) ppt fanfics I could trust who can do it right is Degris and MidnightMare247 :D

Maybe it's the loneliness talking here but I have difficult time interacting/conversating if it isn't silly or serious since then. The in-between normal. My heart beats fast and I get anxious if I did something wrong or maybe I should talk more.. Overthinking the worst possible scenario. It's easy to talk about passion like PPT lore. Anything else I'm...slow in responding?

Ah I'm thankful for the patience and help in trying new things! I may be busy alot however a break or two in just relaxing like minecraft or pokemon is needed. PPT is different because I have things to worry about like drawing. And fanfics to read later when I have time..

Drawing does calm the nerves at least. Sometimes I wish I could be like others in providing content fast but I can't get over this nagging annoying thought of "this needs to have movent In animation" "it's too stagnant" "redraw that it's not perfect" this gift is indeed longer but I will not do anything past 2 minutes again. Way past deadline now- I try to post wips sometimes to show I AM working on it...however it's a slow crawl to finish.

I'm going to do a break in gifts(I'm going to do a poll on Twitter for a 15 clip) then check in with the fanfic artist if they're okay with me doing it. I made sure to ask my mutual on tiktok for this gift and we're cool 😊.

Toon Prototype face study: I thought about it while drawing and I needed it displayed- so many different styles and details they draw for him! All very cute :P

Mutuals and people I follow on Twitter!