i am hawk --- shit!

“let’s get pizza then.”

“you know, we’re happy to have you there anytime — you’re practically family, but there’s no need to tell you.” she said pursing her lips, and she truly thought that. she didn’t even remember anymore about the time when auntie Nat wasn’t there. “but you are a good person, Nat.” Lila replied quickly. “who we are, and who we need to be to survive are very different things.” she stated. “you’re just a good person, who bad things have happened to.”

“ I know kid. With your father being my best friend and how close I am with your mother. And you cal me Aunt.” She chuckled and let her hand ruffle her hair a little bit. And gave her a small smile tor that. “I try to atone for the things I have done but there are some things that I didn’t think could ever come back. I have hope but we will have to see if it is possible.” She felt her hand go to her hands. “I don’t want you to have worry about me like that Lila. You are supposed to be in your prime and being happy.”

Lila had so many questions about what could have possibly be the things she was talking about, but in all honesty, she was quite sure asking her would have hurt her --- at least a little, and that was the last thing she wanted. “i’m fine, really. i like being into those kinds of thing, actually.” she said chuckling. “teenagers’ things are pretty boring, i actually don’t feel connected to them.”

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She smiled and placed her hand on top of Lila’s head. “Some good did come out of it. Brought me here to you guys.” She pulled her hand back to her mug of coffee. “I would hope to believe that. I mean your Father met your mother. Good things do happen to good people.” Her eyes hide a distant memory of talking to someone about a life like that. But now that seemed almost a lifetime ago.

“you know, we’re happy to have you there anytime --- you’re practically family, but there’s no need to tell you.” she said pursing her lips, and she truly thought that. she didn’t even remember anymore about the time when auntie Nat wasn’t there. “but you are a good person, Nat.” Lila replied quickly. “who we are, and who we need to be to survive are very different things.” she stated. “you’re just a good person, who bad things have happened to.”