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Name: benjamin ‘ benji ‘ milikowski Eye Color: green Hair Style/Color: dark brown , wavy , sex hair / bed head Height: 5′7.5″ Clothing Style: occasionally he’ll dress well ( gucci & armani , bitch ! ) but he’s usually attempting to hide himself in his clothing , or is just too lethargic to really make an effort . sweatshirts are a staple , as well as pajama pants and sweatpants . in the warmer months , he may swap this out for some basketball shorts . as for shoes , shitty converse or vans do . glasses may vary . Best Physical Feature: lips and nose . makes him look like a dog .

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

Fears: vulnerability , uncertainty , intimacy , dark shadows in his room at night , his dad , authority figures , nudity , being manipulated , sociopaths . Guilty Pleasure: tlc shows . Biggest Pet Peeve: people . life . living . breathing . human interaction . the sound of old women scratching their tights . Ambition for the Future: trust fund inheritance , maybe death .

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS

First Thoughts Waking Up: i feel like shit . What They Think About the Most: lurking danger , ‘ where the fuck did i put ______ ? ‘ What They Think About Before Bed: i feel like shit . What They Think Their Best Quality Is: he can roll a solid j .

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER? Single or Group Dates: neither . To be Loved or Respected: respected . Beauty or Brains: brains . surprisingly , no matter what shit spews out of his big mouth , he doesn’t care all that much for how someone looks . he does find himself to be more attracted to plastic surgery’d bleach ‘ dumb ‘ blondes , though , probably ‘cause it’s what he’s been around and because it’s so easy for him to separate someone who looks like a blow-up doll from a ‘ real ‘ person . Dogs or Cats: CATS .

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

Lie: a lot . Believe in Yourself:  no . Believe in Love: nah . Want Someone: yes . in specific ? no .

LAYER SIX: EVER? Been on Stage: no . Done Drugs: yes . Changed Who You Were to Fit In: not really .

LAYER SEVEN: AGE DOB: feb . 20th ‘98 How Old Will You Be: nineteen ( he’s eighteen f o r e v e r . ) Age You Lost Your Virginity: if you ask some people , he was eight years old . if you ask others, it has yet to happen . if you ask him , you’ll get a grunt . Does Age Matter: yes .

LAYER EIGHT: IN A BOY OR GIRL Best Personality: dead inside . Best Eye Color: blue . Best Hair Color: blonde . Best thing to do with a Partner: xanax and chill .