I'm not really interested in sub/dom dynamics. It's more like the opposite. I'm not much of an adult baby person or a daddy either. I think I just like diapers. I also like it when women wear diapers. There's something about the mutual exchange that feels intimate to me. I used to have this fantasy that I'd meet a girl and she'd confess that she liked diapers or that she had issues with continence. I thought it would be cool to be in on this little secret and we could share it in enjoyment together, especially since it's a secret that hardly anyone else would understand could be enjoyable. Like it's that thing that other people would look down on but I think it's cool and that makes me feel special to her at least in that way. I think there's something meaningful in the idea of that level of vulnerability, knowing that under her confident outfit is something that broadcasts inferiority to everyone else. At any rate, finding this community was sort of that response, albeit, I know none of you in person. The ones I have met in person, that dynamic I described was far from reality. Realistically everyone has a very unique contribution in this community, and I suppose this one is mine... I suppose if you could call it a contribution.
So it's a nice little fantasy that just continues to live rent free in my mind--It's not NOT sexual. it's just more like the intimacy and vulnerability lead to it being sexual. Anyways I say all of this just so that people know I intend no harm, and mean no uncomfortable encounter.
