vale. it wasnât a name that estella thought she recognised and she definitely knew it wasnât a popular name. it was unusual even, and she was sure if theyâd have met before then she would have remembered a name like that. except, there was some familiarity there but she could blame that on the ways sheâd seen similarities between herself and the other in such a short period of time. was there something eating her up inside? was there something that riddled her mind every night and plagued her every time she tried to sleep? what did it matter? what did este care? as they walked, estella stuffed her hands deep into the pockets of her tracksuit pants, trying to bring some warmth to her cool fingers. she could hear valeâs footsteps a few short steps behind her and she listened attentively, making sure the step was consistent. she was probably tired. a little intoxicated. a little bit hurt - both physically and her pride. âi did what any good person should have done. intervened. however, i did itâŠâ estella said clearly, turning to look at the younger woman with the faintest impression of a smile on her lips. what a strange way to consider that you could possibly know someone⊠but este still didnât need the gratitude.Â
as they walked closer to estellaâs home, she continued to cast glances at the other, making sure she didnât look like she was flagging too much. she was a little concerned about that arm of her but sheâd be sure to get some ice and compression on it and maybe vale could evaluate it again in the morning. guiding vale down chestnut drive she fumbled in her pocket for her keys. âweâll get you warmed up first⊠some waterâŠâ she stopped outside one of the houses, looking up as the porch light flicked on. âcome onâŠâ she jerked her head and ascended the three steps to the decking, opening the front door and holding it open for the other. âhead straight through. you can sit on the sofa⊠or in the armchair if you likeâŠâ letting the door click shut behind her, she kicked off her shoes. the place was fairly large but there were minimal things. in the living room, the sofas were large and plush, facing toward a large television. it was separated by a small island to the kitchen (which estella wandered into) and began to gather ice from her freezer into a bag. âhow do you feel?â
it was warm here . it was safe here . she wasnât being interrogated or gated in , she wasnât being patted down , her breath wasnât being checked . it was different , but not in the kind of different that was considered negative . if sheâd been allowed to stay forever vale wouldâve done , but how unrealistic could her ideas get by the end of the night ?? sheâd blame it on the alcohol although the whole situation had been more than sobering . letting herself fall onto the couch her injured wrist sat , balanced , in her lap , as her other hand slipped off the heels that were too high for slender ankles anyway . without the extra inches she was miniature , like a woman only smaller . a girl . with her freckles , her slight stature and the fact she dressed like a child masquerading like an adult she was always checked for ID at the bar and even then she was often shunned and accused of holding a fake . gnarly blisters beat up the backs of her feet , and she dragged them up beneath herself to force her body to contort as small as possible against the furnishing . now the world had quietened down around them she was suddenly back in her shell : soft , sensitive , gentle ..Â
the place was nice , barer than sheâd imagined , but anything was empty compared to her apartment . for starters they were all crammed into one space , her and her roommates ; by design they owned three times the belongings and took up three times the space . their home was stocked with trinkets , flooded with animals , decorated with strange lingering odours and blasting music , and yet that was where she called home . this was different . that was quickly becoming her favorite word to explain such a strange , twisted scenario . â iâm okay . thank you . i think the pain relief of the alcohol has worn off , though , âcus this thing hurts a lot more . but youâre right , i donât think itâs broken . â thank god for that . it meant they could remain on the couch and treat her wound right there , without the need for her running into anybody she knew or that knew her family . in a small town with tight connections news travelled quicker than she could keep up with . â is it just you .. that lives here ?? â