➞ sometimes, missing someone hit hardest in the middle of a crowded room.
➞ angst, slight spanglish, emo!reader, hungover!reader, comfort, backseat chats, slight fluff
THE morning light was always less forgiving than the club's strobe lights. When you finally opened your eyes, the pounding behind your forehead was an instant reminder of every drink from the night before, but the physical hangover was nothing compared to the sudden, sinking weight in your stomach.
You scrambled for your phone under the pillows, praying to yourself that it had all just been a vivid, awful dream. You unlocked the screen and opened the chat, only for your heart to drop as reality stared back at you. Green bubbles filled with blurred, desperate honesty, capped off by his final message from the previous night ‘call me then’.
Before you could even process it or panic, a new message popped up at the bottom of the screen.
You stared at the text, the bluntness of it cutting right through the lingering fuzziness in your head.
The realisation that he was already sitting outside your apartment complex made you move without thinking. You didn't care that you hadn't brushed your hair, or that you were wearing a giant, oversized jumper and a pair of faded grey joggers. You just shoved your feet into the nearest slides, grabbed your keys, and slipped out of your flat.
The morning air outside was crisp, hitting your face and making you shiver as you walked down into the car park. It didn't take long to spot his car parked in one of the spaces near the back, the engine idling quietly. Through the tinted glass, you could see the silhouette of him sitting in the driver's seat.
You walked over, pulling the passenger door open and slipping into the warmth of the car. The familiar scent of his cologne immediately filled your senses, a mix of something clean and woodsy that instantly made your chest tighten with nostalgia.
Richard turned his head to look at you, his dark eyes taking you in—the messy hair, the oversized jumper, the tired lines under your eyes. He reached over and turned down the low music playing from the dashboard.
You pulled your knees up to your chest, wrapping your arms around them tightly and keeping your eyes fixed straight ahead on the windshield. You couldn't bring yourself to look at him, the confidence you had at midnight completely gone now that you were sitting right next to him.
"You look like you're freezing," he said softly, his voice deep and raspy from the morning.
"I'm fine," you muttered, shifting slightly but keeping your gaze locked on the dashboard. The silence between you stretched out, heavy and suffocating, completely different from how easily you used to talk. You cleared your throat, the tension in the car making it hard to breathe. "This is... really awkward."
Richard shifted in his seat, turning his body toward you, though you still didn't look at him. "Why is it awkward?"
"Because," you whispered, tightening your grip around your legs. "It just is."
"I've been worried about you since yesterday," he said bluntly, his voice dropping a fraction. He looked at you, taking in the way you were practically trying to disappear into your own jumper. He had spent the whole night picturing you like this, imagining you overwhelmed after those texts, and the thought had left a heavy, dull ache in his chest. He had known the space was what you needed and that he shouldn't just rush back into things but seeing the messages had made it impossible to stay away. "I didn't want to just turn up at your door last night. But I couldn't stop thinking about you."
Your chest tightened at his words, the rigid barrier you'd built up over the last month starting to crack. The fact that he had been sitting in his own apartment, hurting and worrying about you just as much as you were missing him, made the distance between you feel completely unbearable.
"Can we go in the back?" you asked abruptly, your voice quiet as you finally turned your head to meet his eyes. "Please."
Richard didn't argue or ask questions. He just nodded, turning off the ignition before opening his door. You both climbed out into the cool morning air for a brief second before slipping into the backseat together, pulling the doors shut and cutting off the rest of the world again.
Without the steering wheel and the gear shift between you, the space felt entirely different. It was smaller, more intimate, and suddenly there was nowhere left to hide. Richard sat back against the leather, shifting so he was facing you, waiting.
You pulled your legs up again, looking down at your hands.
"I really do miss you though," you said, your voice low and tired, keeping your delivery completely subdued despite the weight of it. "I spent the whole month trying to forget about you and move on, but it's not working. It's not gonna work. Last night I was out with my friends, and everyone had that person at the end of the night. I just wanted to be with you. I miss my person."
As the last word left your mouth, the quiet, deep sadness finally caught up to you. Your eyes started to tear up, a few silent tears escaping and tracking down your cheeks while you stared fixedly at your lap, trying to hold onto whatever composure you had left.
Richard didn't hesitate. He leaned across the seat, his large hands moving to gently frame your face, tilting your head up slightly. His touch was firm and steady as his thumbs brushed the tears from your cheeks, his expression completely composed.
"Hey," he murmured, his voice level. "Por qué lloras? Don't hide."
"I look for you everywhere" you admitted, the words coming out in a flat, honest whisper. "I go places hoping I'll run into you, and then when I don't, I just feel empty. I hate it. You're my safe space, and I'm just so tired of pretending I don't need you."
He kept his hands on your face, his daily dark eyes locked onto yours, completely steady.
"I'm here," he said quietly. "Ya estoy aquí.
He paused, his thumbs resting against your cheekbones, his tone flat but grounded.
"Escúchame," he continued, his voice dropping a fraction as he looked at you. "You think I don't miss you? No digas eso. It’s been a month and nobody makes me feel the way you do. Me haces falta, every single day. I still want you, and I want us to be good, but we need to actually fix what went wrong this time. We can't just pretend it didn't happen because we're hurting right now. Let's do things right."
He sighed quietly, his gaze softening just enough for you to see the worry he'd been carrying.
"Don't cry," he added softly, his thumbs sweeping over your skin one last time. "It makes me crazy sitting in my place, worrying about you and not knowing how you're feeling. We're going to figure it out."
You nodded against his forehead, the relief making your shoulders drop as you let go of the tension you'd been holding all morning.
Richard let out a quiet breath and slid his hands down from your face, wrapping his arms around you to pull you into a firm, steady hug. It wasn't rushed or dramatic, just tight and grounding, his chest warm against yours. You buried your face into his shoulder, breathing in the familiar scent of his cologne, finally feeling like you could rest. As he held you close, he leaned his head down slightly, his face pressing into your hair for a quiet moment, just taking in your presence after a month apart.
He held you for a moment longer before slowly pulling back, his hands resting on your shoulders as he looked at you.
"What have you eaten today?" he asked, taking in your tired eyes. "You need something for that hangover."
"Nothing yet," you admitted, your voice quiet. "I really just want a coffee."
He gave a small nod, a slight smile finally breaking his composed expression.
"Vamos," he murmured softly, shifting to climb back into the front seat. "We'll go wherever you want."
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