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Like, Bella has fully chosen Edward and is engaged to him. Then, the minute Jacob finally decides to get over Bella, he manipulates her into kissing him because she doesn’t want to lose him. And all of the sudden she has some sort of deep, romantic love for him because they kissed.

It literally makes no sense.

First of all, I’m sorry but if I had a dream that I wanted as badly as Bella wanted hers, had it so close, and had it ripped away so suddenly (being told it’s my fault) I too would have fallen into a severe depression. That sucks. Having this otherworldly experience, having the reasonable belief you could live a fantasy of being young with your beautiful lover for eternity, only to be unceremoniously dumped back into the real world? That sucks!!!!!! Didn’t Doctor Who do a whole thing about post-adventure depression in companions?

Also, much more importantly: depression doesn’t need to be justified. It’s not always reasonable. Sometimes depression just happens for reasons that make little to no sense.

Yeah she fell head over heels for a hot guy after only knowing him for a few days, that’s just what happens when you’re 17.

And don’t get me started on her depression.

Bella is established as temperamental in Twilight. She’s quick to anger, to soften, to lust. So yeah, she’s also gonna be quick to fall into depression when the boy she’s “unrevocably in love with” after a date and a half, leaves her.