Read it, relate to ir, reject it, come back to it and then learn from my expirience. Comment, share, DM support and rejection. Help me grow. Help me live.
Been there, had it done, done it and i survived. Bent and rusted but not broken. Demons at bay...willpower....demons exist...weakness. it all works, somehow. Successful but not fullfilled. I wear my best and worst permanently on my body in a way i can see it everyday and some i cant but i remember their permanent inclusion to death. The story stopped there...so i thought. As in the middle of it all the black that ends it all placed the color in the darkness. As the hope mixed with decent, darks became bright into a purple haze. The color pushed the darkness away...partially. Now, my internal darkness slowly pushes out the light, as it fades, as the internal self inflicted PTSD sets in...i struggle internally with no avenue to express my feeling...me to her. Her the love i dedicate myself but...yet...once again not reciprocated. Most will say i set my own traps and i fall into my own traps...truth, perhaps. But what is this? What is life. What is the burning desire to do a fucking thing today. Idk...I DO NOT KNOW...we all do not know. As tomorrow is tomorrow and no matter what we see tomorrow bringing, there is more world than us individuals. Live day to day people. Remember the past everyday and grow from every hour. Read this shot and post anon. The right people will see the light...the wrong people will blow it off. Live while you can folks...BEAUTIFUL and, it is what it is at the end of the day.
