Another negative-hazypost
Hey. I know I went on record saying that I would take a vow of silence and not discuss the situation and the comic ever again, but some of yall genuinely piss me off so much that I feel like I want to scream into the void again.
This post is not gonna be organized in any way, I'm pretty much just airing my thoughts as I go. Of course I will not be saying names specifically, but hey if the shoe fits, wear it.
Sparklecare has to be one of the most stockholm-syndrome ass fandoms I have ever seen on the internet. I understand that it's hard to get over hyperfixations, but are you fucking kidding me? I see some of you STILL posting about the comic publicly and acting like it's your whole world even though no one outside of Tumblr gives a shit about this preachy writerspeak sparkledog story.
You cannot go one minute without saying things like "rewrites are a good thing, actually" and "FUCK KITTYCORN!!! INC35T BAD" as if those haven't been repeated a thousand times already. There's not a hint of nuance or deeper thought in sight. Everytime I open up the sperklacera tag it feels like looking inside a nursing home full of geriatrics who have been saying the same damned things since March on repeat. Do you not see the irony? In reclaiming characters and rewriting the story only to mention the original comic and say "i dont support kittycorn"? Then thats not a fucking rewrite then, you did actual mental gymnastics only to end up with another lame AU. You guys feel like you're so entitled to this comic and the characters from it, that even when ACTUAL VICTIMS told you to stop talking about the comic and move on, you guys took offense to that and not only ignored them but went after them as well. My friend Maddie posted about her frustrations regarding the comics fandom a while ago, and you guys immediately assumed the worst in her and said that she was "calling children p3dos".
Maddie was fucking manipulated by KC. Kitty encouraged Maddie to pursue a parasocial relationship with her, only to go behind her back and lie about her so she could be blacklisted from the fandom. And yet you think your voice matters more than hers does. Maddie, Chaos, and Imani, and everybody else doesn't matter to you. There's not a single time where you guys have truly ever cared. Fucking fictional characters matter more to you than REAL people with REAL feelings who were hurt FOR REAL.
"B-but.. but my blorbos.... My sillies.... My touys...."
To a normal person it would be stupid to say things like this but it's obvious y'all aren't normal. I'm honestly not surprised at all by this behavior though, Maxim and Emsody accused my friend Imani, who was groomed by Kitty, of engaging in a p3dophilic relationship with me just because she had a nuanced opinion on fiction and coping that isnt just "everything is acceptable and if you dont like that you're a fascist" or "if you do any of that you should actually die". And guess what. You guys fucking ate it up. I would see people making jokes about her and calling themselves "Chris Hansen" for harassing a transfem online. And when Imani defended herself, I don't think I've seen ANY of you own up to what you did or at least say that you were sorry. Reportedly Maxim is STILL going around calling her a groomer, and even tried to get anons on 4chan involved. (which quickly backfired, but still) Thats a level of obsession thats unheard of.
Also, none of this is the black and white fandom discourse some of yall make it out to be. This is a hot take for a lot of you, but "Kittycorn is a victim of incest living in an incredibly dangerous home environment" and "Kittycorn hurt, betrayed, and lied to many people" are two sentences that can and should be allowed to coexist. Speaking as someone who experienced an eerily similar situation before I was even a teenager, being forced to live with your own abuser does take a major toll on your mental health. It doesn't excuse what she did to other people AT ALL, but I feel like I should be allowed to feel empathy for her because of the shit she has to go through every waking day of her life. Sometimes I feel worried sick about her. I hope she can get the help she needs and move away from her family.
If anyone other than the victims should've felt entitled to this comic and its characters, it should've been me. Kitty followed me back on this site when I was only 14 years old, and I've been roped SO MANY times into stupid inner circle drama because of this comic. The ZCP made me cut off a friend of mine and use me as a pawn because they didn't like what he was drawing. An ex friend of kitty used to vent about her to me everyday. Fucking. Woofles tried to evade a ban on Twitter so he could interact with my art back in 2023. But you dont see me clinging onto this comic for dear life, do you? I know for a fact most of you are only here because Squishy_Snail drew gay fanart for this comic a few years ago, and it was only ever popular because of him. I could keep on going with this but I've had to express my frustrations with people so often that shit like this is tiring for me.
I hope you can see eye to eye with me and let this comic go or at least shut up about it for once in your life