You left without notice no phone, call no return calls, or answered my texts like you normally do. Once you are completely in her presence you go MIA. To my surprise you answered the father day only to thank me and dump your emotions on me while you prepare to celebrate with her. My intuition told me exactly what you were doing because we’ve danced this dance many times before. The disappearing act that often happens with travels…In the past I would react because you always lead me to believe in something different. This time I chose to remain silent. In the past my reactions were with good intentions of wanting you to leave me alone for good. Keeping it real did not always produce good results it backfired. In addition, to lies that were being fed to me I was verbally attacked my both you and her… and it continued for two years everytime I would let her know you both would attack me. Now I realized I am the fool for allowing this go on for as long as it did. I am the one you are pretending with. I am the one you use I am the emotionally abuse while you allow her to flaunt you shut me down. And like I fool
I kept coming back being hopeful that you would be authenic enough for friendship, but clearly I was wrong. Theough all of my shit talking and my inability to shakeoff our breakup you somehow manage to reduced me to being the side bitch in your life. I allowed this as well but now I don't have to say anything anymore. I am in complete silence and in control of my emotions. You can't hurt me anymore along with your current actions that left me speechless the silence has kicked in and finally impacted me enough to finally block you from my life. Because I am TIRED
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