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I had bread for breakfast then stayed in the room to chill. Basically, I consumed my time watching and listening to louistomlinson07's videos. Boi did he make awful covers before but Look After you was still the /best/. Also, he joined a play which was awesome because he did so great. Anyway, after that, we had lunch which I loved because of the pork steak then afterwards, we watched Eat Bulaga. When I was done, I was still contemplating if I should go to Ally's and get together with my friends but our small gathering would start by 3 and I thought I would just be wasting time and money. Also, Mama did not allow me to go anymore since I was so hesitant to do so. Consequently, I ended up taking a nap. I woke up around 4 in the afternoon and had merienda with my parents. Papa made pancakes so it was all good. When I was done eating, I went to the room and kinda stalked these white girls and just wasted my time. I took a shower after then stayed in the room to Duolingo!!!! Studying French is the best so I ended up doing it before dinner and after dinner and while chilling in the living room before I went to the room. Très génial! Anyway, I printed Papa's CV and got frustrated with our computer before I was off to the room to listen to my father get pissed while watching basketball. AND NOW I'M OFF TO WRITE A SAPPY MESSAGE TO KATE MHIEL BECAUSE IT'S HER BIRTHDAY.

I had proper breakfast today because I woke up not-so-late. When I was done, I went to the room and just scrolled through social media I could got through because I was so bored. It was almost lunchtime when I saw went to YouTube and searched videos I would enjoy. I watched some of LC's then came across this very cute but stressful short film. It was called The Crush and was about a 2nd grade boy crushing on his teacher. Anyway, it ended up great. When it was done, we had lunch then we watched the noon time shows available. Then Mama and Papa were off to do some errands. Since I was left alone and I could watch anything I want, I went through the channels and was able to catch It Takes A Man and A Woman on a cable channel. I don't know but there's something about Cruz and Geronimo's love team that I am so hooked about. I was watching it until my parents arrived and brought home merienda and stuff. I was not in the mood to interact to I went to the room and contemplated if I would want to watch a movie. I decided yes and settled with Dead Poets Society. It started off a bit boring to me and a bit confusing because white boys look alike but eventually, I fell in love with Robin Williams' character. It was such a great film about poetry and perspective in life. Also, Ethan Hawk was so young. I ate while I watched the film and when it was done, I took a long shower then went out and had dinner with my parents. When we were done, instead of going to the room, we stayed in the living room first because Mama was up to something. We watched Ang Probinsyano there which episode was so hilarious to me. Then we went inside the room when Mama gave up on her thing. One we were inside, we wat hed the FIBA qualifying round PH vs. FR and may I just say, De Colo could marry me anytime. I got a pissed bit of some circumstances so I hid under my blanket and cried over my music. I basically consumed the whole time in my Larry life. Anyway, hope our plans would come to life tomorrow because I couldn't wait to see my friends again.

Woke up a bit late today since I did not have to take my medicine. As it was already 11, I just ate bread for breakfast and thankfully, HSM was on in Disney Channel even though it was more than halfway. Still pissed at Zac Efron though but still looooove the movie. After watching it with Papa and Kuya singing along with the songs, we had lunch since Kuya had to go in a few hours. After our lunch, we watched some TV and Kuya prepped for his departure to school. Basically, I just chilled the whole time. Then Kuya went off for another week in school. When he was gone, I broke our toilet and stayed in the room. I went through my social media accounts first before I decided to watch the last two episodes of the fourth season of OITNB. Boi did I bawl my eyes out. It was such a great season ender and I would definitely miss Poussey. Anyway, after crying and subtly denying it when I helped Mama with Papa's online applications, I took a shower. When I was done, I played with Mama's tablet while eating putoseco then we had dinner. After the meal, I stayed in the living room first, still playing with Mama's tablet. When I was done, I took my vitamins then went inside the room and am off to be mentally productive and actually get shit done. Happy Independence Day, white people.

A Sunday. Church day so we all got up and prepped for it. We had breakfast and then took our showers. We arrived at the church just in time because the preceding mass wasn't done yet so we waited just a bit. Funny that Kuya attended the mass because he doesn't want God to be tamad of him but he kinda slept the whole time. I did, too, a bit. Anyway, we just bought some food before we went straight home. We got home and we immediately ate the rice cakes/food then looked through channels. Then we came across Fox Movie Premium and Tomorrowland was on. It has just started so we watched it and I got hooked because it was kinda good. When the film was done, we had lunch eventually and just chilled in the living room trynna watch the shows that were on. However, I was watching some Larry vids and obsessing with the crap. Then Mama got a call from Tita Gina that she was coming over. We waited for her for a while then her car arrived. She had no spot to park her car so it was just there in the driveaway. Mama gave her Ante's pasalubong and Tita bought us some avocadoes. Mama and her talked for a while before the honking which kinda forced her to go. It was a quick visit but it was good seeing Tita Gina again. She's really beautiful. Anyway, when she was gone, we started eating merienda which was mostly crackers but with juice while watching Diary Ng Panget. I was waiting for Family Feud but ended up sleeping on the couch. When I woke up, even the news was already done so we ended up watching Goin' Bulilit and a bit of The Voice before we had dinner. After dinner, we went back to the living room and since Papa and Mama were in the room already and Kuya was just in the living room with me, I searched for channels and Honor Thy Father was on!!! I heard it was such a great indie film so even though I wasn't able to watch it from the start, I still continued. It wasn't halfway yet so I was still able to understand the plotline. Man, hands down to that movie. And John Lloyd was just great. After watching it, I went to the room and Duolingo'ed and watched GGV and may I just say, I love seeing boys freaking out over a cockroach.

It's the second of July and it's a fun day. We got up early to prepare for Kuya's school's foundation day. We had breakfast and then took showers then dressed up. Before we went, I took Neozep first and loaded the Snapchat filters. Anyway, rained a bit on our way but it was kinda a smooth ride because we got there just a teeny tiny bit late. The homily of the priest was just about to start when we arrived. And we sat at the top bleacher. Since it was a mass, there was a choir which was on stage as well. Amazingly, I noticed Kuya among the group and indeed, he was in the choir and singing wholeheartedly. This is really his passion lol. Anyway, after the mass, there was a 15-minute break where everyone prepared for the program and we moved to the center of the bleachers to have better view. When it started, I loved the video presentation about the first years. Then performance started and it was all so cool because they were all really talented and it was amazing seeing them have fun all together. Once the program was done, the first years went to their parents and it was heartening because I could remember Kuya's moment when he saw us and he just bawled. Anyway, after that, we went to the comfort room first then we went to the cafetorium. But Kuya and I went to look for food first so we stroll around the booths and bought cheesecake and a box of pizza. When we got to our table, other Waray cadets were there and we all shared a table for lunch, together with the father of Viros brothers. Their situation is odd right now for the older one is first year and the younger brother is already on his second year. Therefore, the latter controls the former sometimes to mock him for he would not bulge as the one has authority. Anyway, the table was just so awkward and boring and lunch wasn't that great. Once we finished eating, we went to this ship-like building for simulation but were not allowed to enter yet for the invited public high school students were touring. So we went to the dorm but were not allowed to wnter it yet either. So we took some pictures first then we went back to the gymnasium. We just watched some video presentations there before it was announced that we could roam around the school. So we went to the places we were initially not allowed in and went to look through them. Unlike last year, we were much able to tour around because we had time and Kuya was more at ease now. We went to their simulation room which was so cool with their machines and stuff. Then we went to the dorm and saw this what they call, Lighthouse, where they hold their meetings. It was so awesome with the chairs and all because it felt like a senate room or something. After that, we went upstairs to the rooms of the first years and saw Kuya being introduced to parents by his first years and inspecting their closets. So proud to see him taking charge. Anyway, we were supposed to go back to the gymnasium when Kuya asked if I haven't seen Madrid yet so we went to the cafetorium and he almost made me approach him iv a very subtle way but still, I refused. And I regret charot. Anyway, we went back to the gymnasium and sat down with Papa and Mama. Once, I accompanied Kuya with his classmates to take pictures but I jist ended up admiring the peaceful spot I found. When we went back inside, Mama asked if we should go home and since we couldn't wait for the marching ceremony anymore, we were off. On our way, we saw the administration building and roamed inside for a bit before actually taking off. Kuya still had to do stuff so we went home first. It's tough to get a ride there so we were very lucky to have gotten one immediately. We were dropped off at iMall and we just walked through the whole mall, bought putoseco, bought tissues and a distasteful cookie, and decided to take off again. I was so sleepy on our way home that I think I was just asleep for the whole ride. We got home around 3 and we just watched TV and ate everything we bought. I felt a bit sleepy so I went inside the room. However, I just lied down there, playing with Mama's tablet and listening to Sud and getting wet charot. Their songs so good though. While I was deeply chilling, Kuya finally arrived. I went to the living room and he was the one that went to the room and actually slept. I, on the other hand, just stayed in thw living room until it was time for dinner. The meal was good although we kinda choked when we knew that the corned beef wasn't canned. After dinner, I stayed in the living room for a while before I went inside the room, changed my pad and watched the TV until I feel like sleeping.

Woke up, had breakfast, and then surprisingly, did not go back to sleep. Instead, I watched like, 3 episodes of OITNB right before lunch. We had lunch and then I went back to the room and I did not know what to do so I just chilled, I think. Then I decided to catch up with my Duolingo so I did. But I stopped for a while to change my pad then went back to Duolingo-ing. However, I felt so sleepy in the midst of it and then fell asleep. When I woke up, I Duolingo'ed again. Then I ate this chicken skin Mama bought us but eventually gave up with it. Then I went to the living room to watch news with Mama and Papa. Eventually, we had dinner while I chatted with Kuya Sean whose daughter's first birthday is today! Gotta love my first niece. Anyway, after dinner, we went to the room and I manicured my nails. Lied down and hoped I could sleep early tonight because it's hunting time tomorrow. Charot.

Again, waking up was a struggle. But I had breakfast and took my medicine around 8. After that, I tried to watch the inauguration of the new president and vice president of the country but I was just not in the mood. So I went to the room, teared up a bit when I heard Leni's speech and then slept. I was waken up around 1230 to have lunch but right before that we watched Duterte being formally announced as the president. After lunch, I went to the room to just chill when I felt like I suddenly bled down there. It was weird because my period should be in 4 days time so I was kinda worried. And since I did not want to leak, I took a shower and put on a pad. After shower, I lied down and then Duolingo'ed and tried not to sleep but ended up dozing off. I woke up around 530 and ate the bread Mama bought me. We watched TV over dinner and then went to the room. The group chats were overwhelmingly quiet and it's Kuya Arby's birthday and BABYGATE IS ABOUT TO END.

As usual, I was badly waken up today. We had breakfast and Mama was off to pay at Pag-Ibig. Since the establishment is right in front of Canossa, Mama asked if I would want to go with her so I could go to school and request for a Good Moral certificate. I was very reluctant at first but I messaged Andee if she wanted to go as well and she said she would so I immediately took a shower and then changed into decent clothes. Around 1030, Mama and I were off. We kinda had good conversations on the way and even hilarious ones because she forgot her phone. We were kinda stuck on traffic for a while but we got to Calamba just in time. I got so dizzy on the ride that I asked Mama to just walk to Canossa. So we did and the funniest but guiltiest thing was when we were about to cross, a woman behind us asked to cross the street with us and right as I shouted yes, Mama sprinted to the other side which dragged me with her and left the woman behind. Sorry, Ate. Anyway, since Andee was still on the road, I accompanied Mama to this law firm first which was just along Canossa. After that, I did not go to PAGIBIG with her and just stayed at Gate 1 instead. There, I waited for Andee. It was weird stepping in because it did not totally sink in that it wasn't my school anymore. I just sat there with a bunch of parents who were qaiting for lunch break. It was a bit awkward sitting there so I figured I wanna see Ms. Cor. I asked the guard if she was there and it turned out she resigned already. I literally had no idea until that moment which made me kinda shout at the guard. So weird. I went back to my seat and waited for Andee. I was getting kinda frustrated because she was taking too long and their lunch break was gonna start. Then Angelus started and for the first time, I wasn't obligated to stand but I did participate. When it was done, people started arriving at Gate 1, specifically my batchmates. IT WAS SO AWKWARD I WANTED TO RIP MY JEANS. Then Andee arrived and we went straight to the cashier to pay for the certificate and it was awkward because people were waving at us or saying hi which was weird. We then walked to the HRC and side-eyeing JC, Yana, ER, and Honey's classroom and was tryna see if they were outside. But they weren't so we went inside the HRC and saw Ms. Moya and asked for our certificates then went out. We just sat there because we had no idea what to do. We just wanted to see our 4 kids. Then they passed by from the canteen and Yana stopped and then the shouting began and the hugging and we were so so so hapoy to see one another. We stayed there first, talking about anything and they invited us to go to their classroom. We went inside and saw JC's face lighten up. He was editing a video presentation and I just missed everything. We were just there, standing, and catching up and it was so so awkward because the other students were inside too. Then Honey, Yana, and ER wanted ice cream so Andee and I went with them to Gate 1. We kinda stayed there a bit while they were licking their popsicles. We went to the library first where we saw Jeron and I said hi to Ms. Dory who had no teeth already. When we were going down the stairs, we saw Ms. Riza and then I immediately hugged her when I saw her. I definitely missed that familiar sense of home. She has always been so close to me and it was fun kinda catching up and realizing not a lot has changed. After that, we walked back to their room. When we were near it, they abruptly said we should go in while they were walking in and Andee and I were just shocked so instead of going inside again, we walked straight through the hall where Enzo jumped on us. Everything was weird. Then we decided to go to the canteen instead which was way more awkward and we didn't know where to go next. It was raining so we didn't know what to do more so we just sat at the kiosk looking at the students and realizing, it's quieter and less fun. Hay. Anyway, we saw more teachers but wasn't able to say hi to them and then we saw Sr. Lina and decided we should just go. So basically, we weren't able to say goodbye to our friends. We weren't sure what to do next because we initially wanted to go to LPU. So we just walked and decided to stay at SM for a while and just think about it there. When we got to the mall, I think we first went to the National Bookstore and just walked everywhere after that. It was so exhausting but everytime we wanted to sit at Dunkin' Donuts, it was always full. Then we went to the grocery store to buy iced tea because we had no plans for lunch. We also went to the department store and just walked around and looked through strollers. We decided to settle at the food court. We did not want to go to LPU anymore and we just wanted to wait for them instead. We found seats and we sat across each other. Almost an hour into our excessive bonding, Goodwin messaged us that he was on the way to SM so we waited for him. It was so fun when he arrived because at least it wasn't just the two of us anymore plus HE HAS BRACES NOW. So we just sat there, not eating anything, just talking and talking and talking. I don't even know what we were talking about anymore. But I had so much fun. Then Goodwin got hungry so we went to KFC because he wanted gravy. He was just eating while we were talking with him and waiting for the LPU babies. We were there for a while and even saw Goodwin's former service driver lol. Then the LPU babies said they're on their way so we went somewhere else because it was so cold there. We went to Krispy Kreme and sat at the most corner seats of the donut store. Andee ordered a doughnut and we were seating beside a group of mute people and Goodwin was so fascinated by their sign language. Anyway, I told them about Jewel's mumbles a few days ago and they found her funny too. Then the LPU babies arrived and it was so fun. We hugged and I missed Mariejoy so much! Since we were piling up in the corner, we moved go another table where we all fit. We caught up with one other's stories and then we saw Czina walking towards the store and it was so good seeing her again. We all got hyped and then continued telling stories. I loved hearing theirs since I've got none to tell. Then Cz was told to go downstairs because they had to buy a dress for her acquaintance on Friday. So we all accompanied her downstairs and we obviously did not stop talking to one another. And Elmo couldn't stop talking about chix in their school. Missed this perv. When we got to the department store and saw Tita Dina, we talked to her for a while and stayed there in the middle of the hall because we couldn't part. But eventually, we all had to go because it was getting late. We said goodbye to Czina and walked to the terminal. We hugged Joyce, Sab, Majoy, and Elmo goodbye and the three of us parted ways as well. My jeepney ride was a bit of a mess because I could not tell if the driver was talking shit about me or nah. Anyway, I ran to the tricycle terminal because it was raining but was able to ride one safely. When I got to the entrance of our subdivision, I stayed there waiting for Papa with umbrellas. We walked the other way because Papa would be invited to drink and he did not want to so we took the long way. We got home and I told Mama that Papa went on a drink and she believed me. It was so funny. Anyway, I had dinner alone and then went to the room to finally end the long fun day.

For the sake of healing and not getting Mama mad, I woke up by 7 again to have breakfast. After that, I wanted to sleep again but I watched the pilot episode of the twelfth season of KUWTK first because missed them and then I just let the food down, digested it a bit and then lied down on my stomach. In no time, I dozed off again. I remember waking up once to help Papa with his job application then I went back to sleep. I was just waken up again to have lunch. Papa was about to have his Skype interview by the afternoon so I thought he was totally unnerved and he just couldn't chill until he was totes prepared. So after lunch, he set up his laptop while Mama and I stayed in the living room. Basically, we waited with him but it was taking too long Papa almost shut the computer down. Good thing he waited some more. When he's interviewer was there and the process started, I was watching OITNB and Mama bought bread for us. The interview was just quick and it wasn't much of a help. Anyway, after eating, I took a looooooooong shower and then when I was done, I stayed in the living room with Mama and Papa, while catching up with my group chats and then we had dinner. After that, I stayed in the living room more before I went to the room, brushed my teeth, watched an episode of OITNB, and watched YouTube vids of Publizity (HILARIOUS). Anyway, a chill day and I am so loving my long nails.

Woke up around 5 in the morning. And wasn't able to fall back to sleep so I just went through Twitter and stalked people with relevant thoughts. Then Mama and Papa woke up by 7:30 and we all got up for breakfast. When we had the meal, I finished the movie The Guest and then proceeded into taking a shower, for the first time in two days. After that, I watched TV for a while before I felt really sleepy. So J went to the room and couldn't help but doze off. I woke up by 12:30 then we had lunch after watching Eat Bulaga. We also watched Trabahula with Rufa Mae playing and it was so hilarious. After that, I borrowed Papa's laptop and then continued my online course. However, I got distracted because of the scholarships I was looking through. I just madly wish I would be able to avail one for my Bachelor's degree. Lord help me. Anyway, after that, I went to the living room and waited for the barbecue Mama ordered for our dinner. When it arrived, we had dinner which was great because inihaw I mean !!!!!! After dinner, I played with Mama's tablet first then I went to the room to rest. And boi, receiving emails for universities across the world IS amazing.

I can't remember shit about this day. All I did was sleep and wake up a lot in the middle of the night. Basic cold sucks.

I was waken up again as early as 8 in the morning. We had breakfast and then I took my medicine. I wanted to sleep again but figured that would be BS so I borrowed Mama's tablet and looke for universities across NZ and Finland. I got their emails and then borrowed Papa's laptop to send them all a message. It was so fun. While I was sending emails, my FutureLearn course was on standby. I also looked for scholarships everywhere while waiting for the video to load. It was also cool to do so but I realized it wasn't easy as I thought it would be. I'm not graduating high school 'til 2018 but seeing that there are no scholarships at the moment, it's kinda scary. Anyway, we had lunch and I just caught the basic cold so I was sniffing and sneezing every now and then. I took medicines again after the meal and kinda watched the TV with Mama and Papa. Then I got back into finishing the first week of my course. When I was done and losing hope char, I went to YouTube and looked for Aubrey Plaza's interviews. I love that girl so much. Anyway, on the suggestes videos section, I saw this LGBTQA Film called Life Partners. And I don't know what got into me but I watched it even though it was 92 minutes long. So worth it, though. It was not cliché plus I love Gillian Jacobs so much. When it was done, I went to the loving room, and then felt sleepy again and slept on the sofa. But it was super hot that I irritably woke up and everybody got pissed when I did not went to the bedroom immediately. Then I went there and slept again. I woke up and was told to just change my clothes. After that, we had dinner and then we went back to the room. Brushed my teeth and ready for more OITNB.

Felt sick more than ever when I was waken up around 8 in the morning. I had to take my medicine so I had to eat my breakfast. So I did with my parents. After that, I stayed in the living room before I felt the need to doze off again. So I went to the room and lie down on my unmade bed and fell back to sleep. I was waken up again by 11 in the morning so I just turned on the TV and watched Britain and Ireland's Next Top Model. Little did I know that the UK was deciding, probably during that morning, if they would either leave the EU or not. Unfortunately, I learned later on, they did. Anyway, after watching, we had lunch and then we proceeded to watch Eat Bulaga for the funny segment again but it was more of a melancholy one than it was hilarious. Then I felt sleepy again and went to the room and fall asleep again. What am I becoming? I was waken up around 4 in the afternoon and then merienda was the same as yesterday's but I was able to eat like one and a half again. After watching a few soap operas, I took a shower and then when I was chilling in the living room after, someone shouted my name from the door and saw my old classmates/friends, Jewel, Mikyo, and Shane. I went out and talked to them for a while and realized, some things never change. They're still hilarious and I was reminded to whom I got my cursing skills. It was fun seeing them again. I wish we could all hangout more. I got back to the house and soon, we had dinner. Beforehand, I kinda read an article about Brexit and it was really educating. So I was able to bring that up during dinner. Then after the meal, we watched the TV in the living room for a while and then went to the bedroom. And surprisingly, I'm not off to watch more KUWTK. Missing that hell of a family, though.