Moon Goddess🌚🌝

I deserve someone I can feel safe with, that they actually care that I feel the way I feel.

Because I care, I care when I see those sad eyes, the moments you have the biggest smiles and the cutest of laughters, the times you were happy just for a little while amidst the chaos going on inside, I cared. I was there to rub your back and caress your face as you slept. Just loving you through whatever storm you felt you had to weather alone. Silently loving you and loving you out loud.

You made decisions that you have to live with now and you’re ego is too big for you to admit that you messed up.

You rather lie to yourself and tell yourself you’re happy than swallowing your pride and actually taking the time to do the scariest thing a lot of us fear.

Tell me how good my pussy feels while you stroking inside of me, tell me how much you like how wet it gets for you, tell me I smell damn good, tell me how sexy and beautiful I look, moan in my ear, tell me how much you love me.

Talk to me nice, talk that shit to me, praise me,

You pretended to care, you pretended to want a future with me.

I was fooled because I wanted it so bad, I wanted you to love me fr. I wanter that my feelings reached your heart and you understood what it meant to love me in the way I love you.

You pretended though. Cause you enjoyed feeling someone love you this much.